TTC After a Loss

*|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*

So what do you need to confess tonight, ladies?

 

 

*** Just a reminder -  the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.***

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Re: *|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*

  • Yesterday on my one-on-one I gave my supervisor a head's up that I was interested in a postion in another department.

    Today, she came back and told me she's not supposed to be saying anything but there will be a higher position becoming available soon in our department and asked me to seriously consider staying and waiting for it to open up.

    I'm not really a boaster (which is why it's my confessional) but it feels good to know you're appreciated at work!!

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  • This is our first cycle of TTC post m/c.It took almost a year to get pg before. So I really have little reason to be hopeful.  Today I got a babies r us booklet in the mail and had to stop myself from paging through it anymore than a few pages.  It's like crack.  It hurt before, and still gives me a dull ache, but a little bit of hope is there and I think I'm going to be tortured for the next two weeks. Just like before.
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  • 1 m/c and 2 chemical pregnancies later, I have to see an RE. My insuracne covers ZERO anything having to do with infertiliry. FI and I are going to go see the Justice of the Peace in the next week or so that way I can be on his amazing insurance.

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    BFP-2/4/10 EDD-9/27/10 M/C-2/11/10 7w3d D&C and Methotrexate-2/19/10
    BFP-11/21/10 M/C-11/25/10
    Clomid Cycle #1-BFN
    Clomid Cycle #2-BFP-1/18/2011 M/C-1/26/2011
    BFP-5/18/11 Riley arrived 2/3/12 8lbs6oz 21.5in
  • For the past few months I've been taking off my parking pass and parking in the vistor's spots at work! i refuse to walk that far in the weather. Embarrassed

    at least it's not the handicap spots. LOL!

    every day i think to myself.... why doesn't everyone do this!

    Married 5/15/10. Me (29). DH (33). BFP#1 7/25/10 - Missed m/c 8wks - D&E 8/25/10 BFP#2 12/25/10 - Missed m/c 7wks - D&E 1/20/11 (second loss due to abnormal chromosome 7) Genetics testings- Normal. RPL panel results- Normal. Elevated FSH (14). DH b/w normal. SA- Normal. HSG- Left tube possibly blocked. Minor septum removed. My Ovulation Chart ~~ Hope is the companion of power, and mother of success. For who so strongly hopes has within him the gift of miracles ~~ image
  • All this snow is starting to make me depressed....
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  • It is fwp time and I am just not feeling it. Hopefully date night will help! I feel extra bad bc MH has a hernia and he is still not complaining. I am such a whiney biotch and not being a nice wife.
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  • I'm really annoyed by DH this week- don't know what it is- i feel like he doesn't try at all to initiate sex during the time of the month where we don't have to fwp. I would feel like less of a pain for hounding him during that week if he showed some interest in other times of the month- these last two times- once Sunday night and again tonight both times i initiated and both times he was so quick i hadn't even gotten into it yet- tonight i didn't even realize he was done it was so fast- i was stewing thinking wtf, thinking he had lost his steam- then he said he finished and i could barely believe it- he felt bad- add one more thing for him to feel bad about- im just so very tired- i want our sex life back- i want to feel sexy and loved and wanted- I'm going to stop now or I'll end up crying and well, Im sure he'd love to hear my explanation of that!
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  • Yesterday I had lots of EWCM, but I had to work until 11pm. I convinced DH that it would be a good idea for him to stay up until I got home so we could BD. DH thought I was just in the mood and thought it was cute and amusing that I wanted him so bad. I really wasn't in the mood at all, I just knew it'd be a good BD day. Embarrassed It's probably the only time I know of where I actively pursued BDing without any actual interest in the "fun" aspect of it. I felt really sneaky about the whole thing, like I tricked DH somehow, but maybe it'll be worth it in a few weeks.
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    Congrats to both my TTC buddies, Amberley18 and sb2006 on their beautiful babies!
  • I'm writing a test for my 8th graders and I really wanted them to find the valence electrons for the elements F - V - C - K - Y - O - U.

    I doubt most of them would even realize it, but I'm sure at least one would.

    My Chart

    My Life

    BFP 7.7.09 - CVS 9.10.09 (Girl) - 9.24.09 Severe Fatal Malformation - D&E 10.7.09 @ 17wks
    BFP 6.1.10 - 6.10.10 Ectopic M/C @ 5wks
    BFP 10.26.10 - 10.29.10 CP
    BFP 1.30.11 - CVS 3.28.11 (Girl) - EDD 10.11.11 - Born 10.6.11
    BFP 12.18.12 - 12.20.12 CP
    BFP 3.18.13 - CVS 5.21.13 (Girl) - EDD 12.2.13 - Born 11.24.13
    BFP 6.10.14 - CVS 7.2.14 (Girl) - EDD 1.12.15 - Born sleeping 8.6.14 @ 17w5d
  • imageVeilSdeGTO:

    I'm writing a test for my 8th graders and I really wanted them to find the valence electrons for the elements F - V - C - K - Y - O - U.

    I doubt most of them would even realize it, but I'm sure at least one would.

    That's awsome!Stick out tongue

     

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  • I'm finding complete and utter comfort in watching Toddlers and Tiaras. Even though I would never put my daughter in pageants (unless, of course, it was HER desire). DH makes me change it every time I try to watch it cause he thinks its ridiculous...but he's at work right now Big Smile
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