TTC After a Loss

*|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*

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*** Just a reminder -  the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.***

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Re: *|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*

  • I'm annoyed that with fake temps, ff thinks I'm Oing today instead of yesterday and the day before. DH and I have been all over each other for days, I'm sick of it and I'm so annoyed with him right now. I'm starting to resent the fact that I will play nice and try to seduce his sorry ass tonight. fvcker.
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  • I'm hoping I O this month... XX Fingers
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  • I'm having naughty thoughts about bumping uglies with one of my coworkers... I feel like I'm a bad person.Sad
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  • I deleted 2 out of 4 of my step sisters from FB because they start drama with my mom and what I put on MY wall when they don't even know what it's about they just assume.  It's one more than the other but she just jumps on the band wagon.  I know once they figure out I deleted them there is going to be more trouble but I really just don't give a flying crap right now.  At least they won't be able to see what I post any more! ::cheeser:: Big Smile
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  • About a week ago a FB friend makes this post: "My baby is a lemon!" Her sister replies:  My baby is an avocado.  (I get it...I think the 'lemon' girl is being subtle about it)

    Well, today, a  week later, she proudly announces:  "My baby is an apple!" and like clockwork, her sister replies: "My baby is an onion!"

    Yes, you're both FH and you're both driving me NUTS!

    BFP#1: 7/14/10.  EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
    BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
    BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby!                                                                                                                                           BFP #4:  2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15                                                                                                                                                                                      BFP #5:  4/5/15   EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)

    BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16
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  • I have been obsessively staring at my chart all day, even though I know perfectly well that it will not change and will not suddenly tell me whether or not I will be pg this cycle...particularly as I am only at 5 DPO.  I can't seem to stop myself though.  Embarrassed
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    BFP #3 - 5/9/11, DS born 1/13/12

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  • Since FF just gave me CH's and I didn't time FWP time right (because I thought I was anovulatory and waiting for AF) I just spent a half hour searching FF pregnant charts and comparing my FWP pattern against the pregnant ones.  Just to see if it's even a possibility. 

    Flippin' redonkulous I am!

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  • II totally thought charting was supposed to help me not be a psycho at TTC. Ummm FAIL huge FAIL. Now all I can think about is whether or not I am temping correctly. What if I am doing it wrong and my chart is all messed up and it says I Oed and I didn't or I did it at a different time. What if my ewcm isn't really ewcm. I have started posting a billion times and stopped because I feel like an idiot with all these dump questions. UGHHH

    Not to mention it is totally FWP time and MH is just not wanting to cooperate. Now I have to figure how to trick him into humping it out w/out him knowing so he doesn't feel the pressure! I always have to do all the work!! HAHA LOL (kinda)

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  • I have convinced myself that this is my month, to the point where I have already tested twice (WAY too early), and I keep going back to check if the tests have magically turned positive.

    Then I get bummed when they're negative and eat some candy... 

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  • Also, one of the things I'm looking forward to most about being KU (eventually) is that I won't have to clean the cat boxes anymore! 
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    Also, one of the things I'm looking forward to most about being KU (eventually) is that I won't have to clean the cat boxes anymore! 

    I lied to my DH about this being necessary even though our cats are 100% indoor (it isn't...they can only pick up the parasite of worry outside...) 

    The awesome part is, he volunteered to keep changing the cat boxes after my loss. Smile

    That is awesome! DH was doing it for a little while after my loss, but after a few weeks I started to feel guilty, especially after he gave me a new kitty for Christmas. C'mon BFP, rear your head soon! Those boxes reek! Big Smile 

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