Infertility

Confession

I started crying at work today to my principal even though I knew it was her birthday AND I am in the middle of finishing a tub of French onion dip and chips.

"Normal day, let me be aware of the treasured day you are. Let me learn from you, love you, bless you before you depart...let me hold you while I may."

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TTC #1- unexplained...lost left ovary 4/07 IUI #1 2/10/09-BFN IUI #2 3/5/09-BFN IVF # 1-BFP

TTC#2- FET 4/7/11 BFP, Natural mc 5/5/11 IVF#2 ER 9/13/11, ET 9/16/11, Beta #1 9/27/11 BFP 254 Beta #2 9/30/11 793 -Twins!

Re: Confession

  • I just polished off a bag of sour cream and onion chips. D@mn my hubby for bringing the back from duck camp!
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  • I'm feeling another sudden wave of depression and think I'll just go home early. I felt great all weekend and then when I walked in my office this morning I felt depressed.

    I'm looking forward to a "date" we have tonight with a couple that will hopefully become new friends. So I need to get in a better mood first!

     

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  • Boo to how addictive chips are...problem is I went to buy them because my day sucked...I should know better :(
    "Normal day, let me be aware of the treasured day you are. Let me learn from you, love you, bless you before you depart...let me hold you while I may."

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    TTC #1- unexplained...lost left ovary 4/07 IUI #1 2/10/09-BFN IUI #2 3/5/09-BFN IVF # 1-BFP

    TTC#2- FET 4/7/11 BFP, Natural mc 5/5/11 IVF#2 ER 9/13/11, ET 9/16/11, Beta #1 9/27/11 BFP 254 Beta #2 9/30/11 793 -Twins!

  • I made my mom come with me for the HSG today b/c DH was in court....its her birthday and I know it just depressed her more to know that she getting older and we still have no grandchildren for her.
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  • I'm glad the red sox lost last night since I was at work and couldn't really see it. Now I can sit on the sofa tonight and enjoy the win (hopefully)

    I am really up in the air of whether I want to start an IVF with this coming AF or sit another cycle out and stim in December. Reason being is Thanksgiving at in laws - and I am not sure I could deal with it without wine!

    A lot of years and a million tears finally led me to you.
    After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
    My Christmas baby turned into a turkey bird! Dillon Richard was born at 34 weeks, 5 days on November 28, 2009 after 10 weeks on bedrest for preeclampsia.
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  • I ate way too much junk food all weekend long.  I bought smores chocolate chip cookies and ate way too many of them, plus chips and pretzels.

    Now I want chips, lol

  • I just added a photo because I couldn't deal with having the pregnant stomach staring back at me when I am in fact NOT pregnat.
    "Normal day, let me be aware of the treasured day you are. Let me learn from you, love you, bless you before you depart...let me hold you while I may."

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    TTC #1- unexplained...lost left ovary 4/07 IUI #1 2/10/09-BFN IUI #2 3/5/09-BFN IVF # 1-BFP

    TTC#2- FET 4/7/11 BFP, Natural mc 5/5/11 IVF#2 ER 9/13/11, ET 9/16/11, Beta #1 9/27/11 BFP 254 Beta #2 9/30/11 793 -Twins!

  • Dh and I had to go to the hospital for a bad hives reaction to something (not sure what yet) and when they said he would need to be put on prednisone, I asked "will that affect his sperm?"  The dr. looked at me like I was the most selfish and strange person on earth. 

    Our miracle IVF baby - D 6/09 & J - Surprise! born 9/10!!!
  • I didnt go to work today and sat at the computer in my pj's until 3pm.  I needed a break from my job and all the pregnant girls that are round.
  • I am doing everything in my power not to fall apart with this whole failed FET. Chocolate seems to be my bestfriend. Umbrella

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  • Even though I'm a Chicago native and Cubs "fan", I was glad they lost because we live too close to Wrigley Field and it was a nightmare trying to drive or get around here while they were in the playoffs.
    *** It's funny because I'm fat ***
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