Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

Feeling sad today....(warning DD pic)

Today was my due date.  I should be holding a new baby girl today.  I keep flashing back to the ultrasound room and my baby just floating there, not moving, all curled up, not alive anymore.  I don't think I will ever forget that moment. It was the worst of my life. Thankfully my dd keeps me busy and I haven't had time to really feel sorry for myself today.  Just had this anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach.  Guess I just needed to get this off my shoulders and knew that you all would understand.  Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who has experienced anything like this and it"s been rough lately as several friends are pregnant.  I want to be happy for them but I am definately sad at the same time Crying

Lilypie Fourth Birthday tickers BabyFetus Ticker m/c at 8weeks 2007 DD born 2009 m/c at 15weeks 2010 m/c at 6weeks 2011

Re: Feeling sad today....(warning DD pic)

  • Wow, I hurt for you. I'm terribly sorry for your loss. We understand your pain.
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  • I'm sorry today is such a hard day for you :(
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  • Ugh I am so sorry for your losses. I know what you mean about the ultrasound. I get severe anxiety just thinking about it. You are in my thoughts and prayers today. Big hugs. 

     

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    9 angels in heaven-3 in my arms and 1 in the NICU                                                                                                                                    
    Mono/di twin girls: Josephine born to heaven and Evangeline born Earthside at 25w

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