Today was my due date. I should be holding a new baby girl today. I keep flashing back to the ultrasound room and my baby just floating there, not moving, all curled up, not alive anymore. I don't think I will ever forget that moment. It was the worst of my life. Thankfully my dd keeps me busy and I haven't had time to really feel sorry for myself today. Just had this anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach. Guess I just needed to get this off my shoulders and knew that you all would understand. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who has experienced anything like this and it"s been rough lately as several friends are pregnant. I want to be happy for them but I am definately sad at the same time ![]()
Re: Feeling sad today....(warning DD pic)
Ugh I am so sorry for your losses. I know what you mean about the ultrasound. I get severe anxiety just thinking about it. You are in my thoughts and prayers today. Big hugs.
9 angels in heaven-3 in my arms and 1 in the NICU
Mono/di twin girls: Josephine born to heaven and Evangeline born Earthside at 25w