feelin' so blah...

belle4304

Usually this is the time in my cycle that I am hopeful... but for some reason I have just been soooo down this month.  Feeling like what is the point of even trying, it won't happen naturally anyways... wondering if this has anything to do with the fact that today would be the day that I would go in for my monitoring u/s if we would have decided to start IUI this month.  Unfortunately we are oop so we need to save up some money first.  We had decided feb or march to start and now it is looking like it will be march rather than feb. b/c of unexpected extras we need to pay for... ugh!