Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

Sunday Steps!!!

Time to share what steps you've made towards healing!   No matter how big or small - feel free to share and celebrate :)

Mine - I survived my follow-up appointment without breaking down in tears, and I went out with my girlfriends for the first time since our loss and *gasp* even managed to have a great time!  Surprise

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Trying to start our family since 2010
BFP #1 11.4.10, EDD 7.12.11, HB 12/9/10, MMC 12/27/10; 11w6d
BFP #2 9.12.12, EDD 5.24.13, Baby Boy Born 5.15.13!!
My Ovulation Chart
3 Clomid (100mg) cycles + TI + Trigger = BFN's, Femara + Trigger + IUI#1 = BFN
Femara + Trigger + IUI#2 = BFP!
"Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will." ~Gandhi

Re: Sunday Steps!!!

  • I started writing a journal yesterday.  I wrote 8 pages worth.  I have a follow up appointment tomorrow and my goal is to get some answers for a lot of the questions I have.
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  • I went out with friends last night and had a great time. I am looking forward to the future now instead of dwelling on the past. 

    This week I am going to try to talk to my pg BFF and SIL. That is the hardest step for me.

  • I went forward to my church asking for prayers (that was a HUGE step for me because I am so shy and reserved and HATE attention on me)

    I rubbed a pregnant woman's belly (a girl from my church who is due this week) and I didn't break down and I felt OK afterwards.

     

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    DD#1 9-4-04 *** DD#2 10-15-07
    BFP#3 10-25-10 *EDD 7/1/11 * missed m/c @ 13w3d
    BFP#4 7-30-11 *EDD 4/8/12 ~ DD#3 born 4/4/12
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  • Lavril - my steps are pretty much the same!

    I had my follow up appt and felt good after leaving (was given clearance to try again after I get my first cycle)

    I hung out with the "mommy's club" - aka the three girls in my group of friends that have children... it was hard to listen to all their stories (they don't know about the m/c), but it was nice to see them.

    I feeling like I'm PMSing... tomorrow is CD28 from the date I had my D&E.  Fingers crossed AF shows and I don't have to deal with re-learning a new and irregular cycle!!


    BFP#1 11.2.10 | EDD 7.9.11 | HB 7w2d & 8w4d | missed M/C 11w2d | D&E 12.21.10
    FSH at 14.5 - 4.21.11 | CCCT - (CD3 8.8,CD10 12.2)| dx w/ DOR @ 28 yrs old
    IUI#1 + clomid 8.29.11 (our anniversary)
    BFP#2 9.10.11 | EDD 5.21.12 | beta 1 @ 14dpi:232 | beta 2 @17dpi:703 | beta 3 @24dpi:7,174
    Baby A HB of 142(7w), 161(8w), 164(9w) | Baby B no HB, Vanishing Twin
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  • Yesterday was the first day I didn't cry since the ultrasound when we found out I was likely to miscarry.

    TTC since June 2009
    BFP #1 2/22/10 M/C 6w2d
    BFP #2 October 2010 CP
    BFP #3 1/11/11 M/C 8w5d
    IUI #1 Aug 2011= BFN
    IUI #2= BFP #4 9/18/11 missed M/C, D&C 10/18/11
    IUIs #3&4 = BFN
    IVF #1 May 2012 = BFP! Twins!!

    Fraternal twins born Feb. 2013

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  • I love this idea; thanks everyone for sharing. :)

    Today I finally made the call to schedule my D&C. I've known that I need one for 4 days, but I just wasn't ready to let go yet. Well, I'm still not... but I know I need to. 

    BFP #1: EDD 8/29/11, MMC 1/14/11. BFP #2: Damien Isaac born 12/16/11. BFP #3: Rowen Cole born 7/28/14. BFP #4: EDD 9/16/16.

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  • I think I might actually be mentally and emotionally ready to move on and TTC again.  I started lurking in other boards (TTCAL, TTCAL +6m, TTGP) and was imagining myself in their shoes.  I also went ahead and bought internet OPK and HPT cheapies.  I started "temp"ing as well.  Other than all the celebrity pregnancies lately (those still bother me!), I can look at babies and pregnant ladies with a smile and not a frown.  No more tears ... just building excitement. :)
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    BFP #3 - 05.20.11, EDD - 01.31.12, Logan is here! 02.05.12
    BFP #2 - 03.16.11, M/C 03.24.11
    BFP #1 - 10.17.10, Blighted Ovum dx, M/C 01.09.11
  • I started painting my house again! 

    BFP#1 11.19.10 Missed MC 01.10.11 Sam & Alex
    BFP#2 05.08.11 Birthday 1.11.12 Peyton
    BFP#3 06.10.12 Birthday 2.14.13-Cooper Lilypie First Birthday tickers Lilypie Second Birthday tickers Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    Congrats to my buddy Ambs21! Welcome to the world Audrey!
    Congrats to my buddy Mork! Welcome sweet E!
  • I ate more than just Oreos! Sounds strange, but they were all I could force myself to eat for two days after finding out.
    BFP#1 11-26-10 MMC 1-13-11
    BFP#2 6-8-11 Eleanor Beatrice born 2-15-12
    BFP#3 9-4-13 Benjamin Lee born 4-28-14

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