Cause I am RARIN'. I don't even know who what where when to begin with, so I'll go for an easy one.
Someone I work with passed away this week. He had cancer, but it turns out the doctors had pretty much beaten the cancer back and were hopeful for his recovery, when he got pneumonia and died of heart failure as a complication. Fvck this shitt.
So, what's eating youuuuuuu?
Re: Shall we resurrect Fvck This Shiit Friday?
I miscarried this week.
Mine isn't near as bad as the first two. I'm just having some issues with a co-worker and some drama associated around my job. Kevin and I had a fight this morning over Turkey (don't ask). I have a sore throat. I saw three adorable kids on the internet for adoption last night and I cried like a baby. I am in the in-between phase of coming to grips with my never carrying a child and being ok with adoption. Fvck this sh!t Friday.
Dx with Ectopic on 12/7/09. Laparoscopy, D&C, and lost my left tube on 12/08/09.
01/11 = BFP!
Finnegan Alexander born 9/25/11 via emergency c-section
Mom to Teagan 4.11.07 and Cora 9.30.11
D&E @ 22w 9.30.09 CMV infection BFP 10.15.10 C/P 4w4d
I'm so sorry. i didn't know this. ((HUGS))
As is the way of my people, I can't hone in on just one or two things, so I will leave you with my standard battlecry of:
FVCK ALL THE THINGS!!!
12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF
Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!
BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)
Hugs and tequila shots to all of you.
Coworker has been married for less than 6 months, is pregnant and already in 2nd tri. They weren't even really trying. Fvck that.
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
Sending lots of hugs to everyone.
About three or four pregnancy announcements on FB this week. Most of these from people who either 1. have been married for less than 6 months or 2. weren?t even trying. Sigh.
BFP #1 4/22/10 MC 5/5/10 (6w4d) EDD 12/25/10
BFP #2 10/19/10 CP 10/27/10 (4w6d) EDD 6/30/11
BFP #3 5/10/11 Lucas Abelardo born 12/29/11 at 37w3d
BFP #4 12/10/12 MMC 1/14/13 (9w3d) D&C 1/15/13 EDD 8/16/13
BFP #5 8/22/13 Lucia Elizabeth born 4/17/14 at 38w
Mom to Teagan 4.11.07 and Cora 9.30.11
D&E @ 22w 9.30.09 CMV infection BFP 10.15.10 C/P 4w4d
I'm so sorry ladies.
My Fvck this *** is for insurance companies and medical bills! I finally got one paid off, to get two more in the mail. One of which is a bogus charge because the doctor screwed up and forgot to order a test and so he redid everything and they are charging me twice!
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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Besides breaking my alarm clock (which I seriously want to through out a window right now), my sister's exBF, who still has a serious crush on her even though he is married, was being a huge AW before x-mas about his "new" son and how he needs pampers for him, just posted a FB status that made me rawr.smash.kill. It was all about waking up early and how he hates it, to which I responded You should enjoy this time as some people, like me, might never get such a chance and dearly wish we could have that kind of experience. He had to start in on the FB PM's then. That really made the rawr.smash.kill come out. Ahhh... to be fertile and ignorant.
ETA: Oh, and I found a lump on my boob last night.
Betsy - I am so sorry about your loss, if I haven't said so already.
Suntoto - You'll get that checked asap, right?
I did find a bright side to my week with a diagnosis BUT how the h$ll did the doctors miss both conditions, well especially the uterus, after undergoing so many ultrasounds over the course of two years. I am livid that my old practice was willing to let me miscarry a few times more until they would have tested me, and think it's okay for women to endure this pain because it's what is standard practice. BS.
BFP #1: 07/10/2009, Missed m/c, D&C 08/12/2009
BFP #2: 01/31/2010, Identical Twins died in utero due to TTTS, D&E 05/19/2010
BFP #3: 09/16/2010, natural m/c 9/21/2010
PCOS & Bocornuate Uterus Dx 1.4.2011
BFP #4: 01/11/2011
bbhalphen, I'm sorry, I had no idea.
So, I got a +OPK yesterday, but DH has been sick all week, and honestly, we haven't had sex in a week anyway. So, I'll try to initiate tonight, but we had a fight this morning, so who knows.
Fvck all this trying to get PG for 2 years Sh!t!
* PG #1 2/26/09: mm/c 4/14/09 at 10w4d | PG #2 8/5/09: mm/c 9/29/09 at 11w3d (boy) *
* CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
* Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d *
* PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 *
* DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *
A woman on my local Nest board announced that she's 10w with #3. All she does is complain about #1 and #2, and how hard it is...
Fvck her, and her fertile uterus!
* PG #1 2/26/09: mm/c 4/14/09 at 10w4d | PG #2 8/5/09: mm/c 9/29/09 at 11w3d (boy) *
* CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
* Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d *
* PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 *
* DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *
((((hugs)))) to all of you!
I have been subbing for a teacher at least once a week since the beginning of the school year now. She's pregnant and not due until April, but she's probably going to be pulled out soon. I was in for her the week before the break, all this week and all next week. Nobody (higher up) has talked to me about taking her spot long term, which I would love to do. I honestly think they're going to give it to somebody else. I really hope not.
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
{{{{{{HUGE HUGS}}}}}} I am so sorry
{{{{{{HUGE HUGS}}}}}} I am so sorry
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
Dx: MFI- 3% morph
IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
OMG Laura... ***big hugs*** I hope everything is okay. Keep us posted.