It's sad when I want to test even when we TTA

noah-bear

I'm roughly  4-6 days away from having AF 'due' and the last two I've had the thought come into my head at least once.

I have two sticks (from a questionably late AF two months ago) and they're teasing me. They're saying "you know you're not pregnant, but you want to pee. It's ok, we wont tell. No one has to know and you'll be happy. Just go ahead and pee." 

KaitySueWho

((hugs)) you never know.. it could happen (sorry playing devil's advocate)

emeraudecephiro

Pee sticks are evil biatches like that...whispering evil intentions to us.... 

I'll tell you something, even when I was a virgin in high school I always wanted to buy a pregnancy test to pee on it because it seemed like the cool kid thing to do.

KaitySueWho

emeraudecephiro:

Pee sticks are evil biatches like that...whispering evil intentions to us.... 

I'll tell you something, even when I was a virgin in high school I always wanted to buy a pregnancy test to pee on it because it seemed like the cool kid thing to do.

lol.. I remember buying my first pee-stick right out of highschool and my hand shaking so bad I missed the stick completely.. (I didn't even think about PIAC at that time..) now my hand shakes thinking about another BFN..

fireflies0306

we TTA during this cycle--b/c it was my first cycle after everything, and my AF was due either tuesday or wednesday....so i was so tempted to just pee on an extra pregnancy test i had in the closet even though i knew there was no way....maybe its a sign i am getting ready to TTC?  but i hate those pregnancy tests--troublesome little boogers! (AF did show up today, just a side note)

MrsR25

Is this your last cycle TTA? Save those pee sticks

noah-bear

MrsR25:

Is this your last cycle TTA? Save those pee sticks

Nope :-(

Not till October. Sigh 

npilcher506

emeraudecephiro:

Pee sticks are evil biatches like that...whispering evil intentions to us.... 

I'll tell you something, even when I was a virgin in high school I always wanted to buy a pregnancy test to pee on it because it seemed like the cool kid thing to do.

LOL!!!

Izabella22

emeraudecephiro:

Pee sticks are evil biatches like that...whispering evil intentions to us.... 

I'll tell you something, even when I was a virgin in high school I always wanted to buy a pregnancy test to pee on it because it seemed like the cool kid thing to do.

I love this!

 And I know what you mean, last month there was no way but when I spotted for a day then no Af the next day I almost hauled out the ICs I have left... then I rethunk my plan. Now I refuse to even open the package to see how many I have left, its too tempting. I honestly almost bought Opks just to have SOMETHING to pee on but then I figured it would make me madder to know I was absolutely Oing (even though my body does a pretty good job telling me anyways) than guessing at the signs... and have to tta anyways. Damnit.
Damn TTA straight to hell. Sucks. I'm sorry you have to wait till October... *HUGS* You're a trooper hon, hang in there!

butterflynola

You never know at least you're holding onto hope. The only problem with the pee sticks is when they taunt you and then you pee and get a bfn then it really sucks but who knows give it a few days and then if af doesn't come pee away

vflipo

I thought the condom broke that one night

Lorange-8

Mine are hidden from me...DH got sick of seeing them so he hid them.

He will give them to me in two weeks.

noah-bear

vflipo:

I thought the condom broke that one night

Thus why it's been in my head. Lol. 99.99999% of me says there's no chance but that evil little .000001% weasels its way in. 

itsmegin

I am right there with you

This is the 4th cycle we have TTA'd (3 post D&C and this so I could have my surgery) and the first one I haven't POAS...but I am definitely thinking about it...

noah-bear

itsmegin:

I am right there with you

This is the 4th cycle we have TTA'd (3 post D&C and this so I could have my surgery) and the first one I haven't POAS...but I am definitely thinking about it...

I wonder if POAOPK would help our disease? Lol 

danie330

I completely understand!  The worst MF I have ever had was while we were still TTA - and trust me, we were very careful so there was absolutely no way.

I think POAS just to get it out of your system.  Ha!  I'm so 'pun'ny. 

MommyandKate

I hear you- they are tempting little things!

linz85

I understand completely.We are TTA for four more months and I think I've POAS the last two cycles even though we are being careful. MF is a crazy thing...

Heck I POAS yesterday, Negative of course, after my FI came home from work, hugged me and said my boobs felt bigger. He kept looking at me and asked me to take one. My guess is because he remembered my boobs being bigger in the pregnancy we lost.

The kicker of it all was that right after I peed on the stick, I started spotting. AF is on her way...

noah-bear

linz85:

The kicker of it all was that right after I peed on the stick, I started spotting. AF is on her way...

I had that last time I tested too. As soon as I wiped after peeing,  full fledged AF was here. No cramps or spotting. No warning. She's a whore. Lol