Parenting after 35

It just hit me

The year I had my baby will be over in 3 hours.  I just rocked my baby to sleep for the last time in 2010.  In 11 days I will have a 1 year-old.  I am in tears and having a glass of wine while the boys in my life are sleeping...and that includes the cat!
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Re: It just hit me

  • You just had to post this for me to read and tear up while my last baby girl is asleep in my arms. I'm feeling a little sad as I sit here waiting for all others to get home from the movies. I'm sure 2011 will bring as much joy as 2010. Have a Happy New Year!
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  • Aww geez, I hadn't thought of anything that way... now you all got me tearing up!
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  • I'm getting all sappy and emotional too. Mikey's sleeping in his crib(still beside our bed) and I'm feeling tearful looking at him.
  • I almost passed out buying a newborn outfit for my neighbor who just had a little boy.   I thought my uterus was going to burst. ;)
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  • It was very bittersweet to say farewell to the year that changed my life so dramatically and wonderfully.
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  • What the hell is wrong with us?????????

    I thought about this this morning.... Charlie has seen THREE years now, and he's only 14 months old!  Born in 2009 and it's 2011 already!!!!!

    Also came across one of his newborn diapers that I'd saved for sentimental reasons.  I recall them being too big for him when he was just a few weeks old!!!!

    SOB!!!

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  • I just took all of Michael's 0-3 clothes, his swing, bouncer seat, boppy, and a left over box of NB diapers to a gal who works for me who is having a baby in February.  I had to resist the urge to go through the entire box with her so I could look at those little clothes and socks again.
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