sink in that you were pregnant? Or does it ever?
I know with my history I have every right to be scared, but I'm so petrified that our next u/s on Monday (1/3) isn't going to be good. I wish IF and my miscarriages wouldn't have messed me up for life.. I just want to enjoy it without worrying that something is going to go totally wrong.
I'm just freaking out today.. I still can't believe we got a surprise BFP.. ETA: As I truly thought we were going to be living child free.