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still not at 0

thewormstheworms member
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beta today was 7

UGH!

i really wanted it to be 0 so i can start 2011 fresh but instead i get to repeat beta next week

 

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Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)

It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
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  • Bella2u07Bella2u07 member

    (((hugs)))

     

    TTC #1 Since 11/08 - Dx: MFI & PCOS
    7 IUIs = All BFNs
    2011: March IVF #1.2 = e/p @ 6w: May IVF #2 = BFN: July sFET #1 = BFN

    2012: Jan We're Certified FC/A Parents
    May IVF #3 = c/p
    June-Nov Foster Mommy to M (Toddler)
    July FET #2 = BFN
    Aug FET #3 = BFN
    Sept-Nov Foster Mommy to Baby Bella (Newborn)
    Nov HSG/Sono = Clear!
    Dec FET #4 = BFN

    2013: Feb FET #5 = m/c @ 6.5w
    May-July Foster Mom to H (8 yr old girl)
    June/July/Aug IVF #4 = Freeze All
    July = Unofficially Adopting T (10 yr old boy)
    Sept FET #6 = TBD
    **PAIF/SAIF Welcome**
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  • MrsRumpfMrsRumpf

    Ugh, Worms.

    I know how stupid that whole thing is.  I've had to do that with both of my ectopics in 2010.  You spend all IF hoping for a HUGE beta and then need to all of a sudden hope for zero.

    It'll be negative by next time.  2011 will still be a fresh start.

    ((HUGS)) 

    My Story and Blog:
    The Conception Craze

    1/2009- TTTC
    After 7 rounds of clomid and HcG, Three failed IUI's with an ectopic pregnancy, two shots of methotrextate, ER visits, breaks, low (3%) morphology One IVF cycle (lupron, gonal-F) that ended in another ectopic, more methotrexate, A Lap to disconnect both tubes, remove endo and a hydrosalphinx, . . .we are finally expecting TWINS from FET#1!
    1.11. 2011: Beginning FET cycle!
    3.11.11- FET! (DH's birthday!) 2 blasts transfered!
    3.20.11- BETA #1 BFP!!! 272! (9dp5dt)
    3.23.11- BETA #2 1346!!! (12dp5dt)
    4.8.11- U/S #1. . TWINS!!! . . .TWO BOYS!
    9.10.11-My beautiful Boys arrive unexpectedly at 28 weeks, 6 days. imageimage
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  • Nesting.AwayNesting.Away
    Lots of ((hugs)) Sweetie. You have been on my mind lately!
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  • albjagalbjag member
    *Hugs*- hope your next beta is zero.
    Surprise BFP after 5 yrs of TTC
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  • stillwaiting12stillwaiting12

    Ugh... sorry it's so frustrating! I'm sure that by next week it will be at 0 and 2011 will be a fresh start to you.

    Best of luck Worms!

    6/28/10: Lost our sweet baby Addyston at 18wk 1day to pPROM 7/24/11: Michael William born at 24wk 2d due to IC after an emergent cerclage at 18wks, 4wk home BR and 2 weeks hospital BR. Grow strong our little Miracle! 9/17/11: Michael joined his sister in heaven after 8 amazing weeks with us on earth. He fought a very hard fight but NEC was too much for him in the end. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie Pregnancy tickers
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  • meg_koolemeg_koole
    Ugh, that stinks sweetie.  But you are ALMOST there!  Hang in there...
    Our Blog - http://thedittemores.blogspot.com/
    Dx PCOS 2003/high fasting insulin/clotting issues DH Dx with low sperm count, motility and morphology. Varicocele repair (11/1/2010)
    2/2011 - Confirmed no improvement - On to Donor Sperm
    4 failed IUIs in 2010
    IUI#5 and 6- with DS, BFN
    Final IUI - Lucky #7! IUI with DS - 20.Jun.2011 - 21.5 mil motile! Not so lucky - BFFN and the end of our IF journey....
    Waiting for our family to be complete through Adoption - May 2012 - Hoping our baby finds us soon!
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  • Mrs.AmandaMqnMrs.AmandaMqn
    gigantic ::hugs::
    TTC since April 2008

    Me: PCOS/Amenorrhea DH: Azoospermia due to Y Chromosome Micro Deletion IVF w/ ICSI on hold until further notice

    Hope

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  • madelyn07madelyn07 member
    damn, sorry worms :(
    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

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  • erinandbrockverinandbrockv
    I'm sorry Worms! Thinking of you. 2011 needs to bring you some good.
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  • MontyMrsMontyMrs

    UGH is right, it's so close to zero I wish you didn't have to go back.  Big thoughts and prayers for a 0 next beta and a fresh start for great things in 2011.

    ((HUGS)) 

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  • bbakersgirl75bbakersgirl75 member
    O hun! I'm so very sorry. We were all hoping and praying you'd be to 0 and be able to put this cycle in your rear view mirror (if that's possible yet) Hang in there (( BIG HUGS))
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  • NicoleeBonsaiNicoleeBonsai member
    so freaking annoying, i'm sorry wormsie ((HUGS))
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  • MrsP71506MrsP71506
    ughhhh I am so very very sorry that you are going through this
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  • Mrs.VozMrs.Voz
    {{Huge Hugs}}, Hun...
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  • jennypejennype
    Here is to 2011 and a fresh start.
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  • zdinakwardweddingzdinakwardwedding member
    ugh, Sorry to hear that.  Here's hoping you get a zero next week and get your fresh start in 2011.  ((HUGS))
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    10/09-started our journey 3/14/10- Dx anovulatory 12/29 IUI #3 BFP beta 1-25, 2-60, 3-2064. u/s 1 beautiful baby :) 9/22 Baby girl born 6 lb 14 oz perfect !!!!
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  • Ginger71Ginger71 member
    I hate this part. Waiting for zero is cruel and I'm so sorry you are still having those blood draws,Worms. ((hugs)) 2011 is going to be a fresh start...0 beta or not.
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  • StarLightStar22StarLightStar22 member
    So sorry! Hope they go down to 0 next time!
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  • etoyamaetoyama member
    (((HUGS)))
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  • lovemygslovemygs member
    Ugh, Worms, I'm sorry. 
    MFI and (now) AMA
    IVF 1 April 2011 - Cancelled
    IVF 1.5 July 2011 - MC
    IVF 2 October 2011 - BFP!
    *Identical Twin Boys born June 2012*
    Here we go again...IVF 3 is underway!
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  • Jlynn3Jlynn3
    (((hugs))) lots and lots of (((hugs)))
    SAIFW
    TTC since 2008 dx PCOS & MFI
    Clomid/Femara no "O"
    IVF #1 BFN
    FET #1 cancelled for biopsy
    FET #1.2 c/p, July 2012 c/p
    IUI #1 & 1.2 canceled
    IVF #2 ER 12/1, Freeze all due to OHSS
    FET #2.1 cancelled due to DVT risk, FET #2.2 Jan 2013
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  • justsayjojustsayjo
    Worms, I just popped onto the boards after a year long break. I'm sorry to hear your news :( I hope you're treating yourself well and I'll be thinking of you for a good start to 2011. Big hugs!
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  • JM1977JM1977 member
    I'm so sorry, Sweetie.  This just sounds like torture.  I hope 2011 is finally your year.
    TTC with DOR, low morphology, fertilization issues
    IVF#1 Oct 2009 (CCRM) - BFN
    IVF#2 March 2010 - Poor response/cancelled
    DE IVF#1 Aug 2010 - BFN
    DE IVF#2 Dec 2010 - Transferred 1, 2 frozen - BFP!
    TTC#2 FET Jan 2013 - Transferred 1 - BFP!

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  • babylove0511babylove0511 member
    ((HUGS)) stupid beta =(
    ::PAIF/SAIF Welcome::

    TTC since July 2008
    IUI 1,2,3 BFN
    IVF #1 C/P, FET 1,2,3 BFN
    IVF#2 BFP

    it's a girl!!

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  • CallMeAlCallMeAl member
    ((hugs)) worms! I hope your next beta is zero and that 2011 will be a great year for you!
    DX: Severe MFI 
    IVF # 1 ~ Antagonist ~ ER 1/27/11~ ET 1/30/11 ~ + HPT 7dp3dt 
    DD born med-free on 10/24/11 
    Lilypie - (lZjk)
    IVF # 2 ~Antagonist ~ ER 6/5/13 ~ ET 6/10/13 ~ + HPT 4dp5dt 
    Lilypie - (OUlo)

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  • cbubbles2cbubbles2
    Big hugs for you sweetie!
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  • mikeandangiemikeandangie
    OMG, sweetie, I am so sorry you have to go through this. (((hugs)))
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  • Faith722Faith722 member
    Ugh, I'm so sorry. <<>>
    IVF #3 = Feb 2012
    beta#1 3/21 (14dp3dt)=413, beta#2 3/23 (16dp3dt)=785, u/s 4/11
    EDD 11/25/12
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  • illinigalillinigal member
    Big hugs to you.  I hope it is zero next time you have a beta.  And best wishes in 2011 for a super sticky BFP.
    TTC #1 since October 2008. Dealing with MFI.
    IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
    IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
    IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
    Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
    IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
    Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
    Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
    IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
    IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
    ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer :(
    Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
    IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
    IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
    **P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**

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  • jamielynnohiojamielynnohio member
    ((squishy hugs))
    Married '02, TTC May '05

    Dx -Ute cancer, DOR from cancer treatments, and embryo quality issues. NOV 2010 CANCER FREE
    2005-2011= 3 Rounds of Clomid, 5 IUI's, 3 IVF's- ALL BFN's
    After 7yrs TTC, 5yrs of ute cancer, and 11 failed IF treatments, we got a surprise BFP! So thankful!

    Gemma Grace born 09/30/12

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  • smeyersmeyer member
    I'm sorry, sweetie.  You're SO close.  :-/

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  • Yolanbo9Yolanbo9 member

    Sorry Worms :( I hope 2011 is a great year for you!!!

    {Hugs}

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  • Mandy_Lou83Mandy_Lou83 member
    So frustrating!
    After 3 years of infertility we were blessed with twin girls through private infant adoption.
    Forever our's October 17th 2012
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    (((hugs)))

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • koynkoyn member
    (((((hugs))))
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  • SweetDahliaSweetDahlia
    I'm sorry. That sucks. I hope it's down to 0 next week.
    PAIF and SAIF Always Welcome!
    TTC since 2007
    6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
    IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
    IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
    Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
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  • LCS040209LCS040209

    I'm sorry worms.

    Next week it will be zero so 2011 you will be still getting a fresh start!  

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  • Saratogabride08Saratogabride08
    Oh no, sorry worms. I hope 2011 brings you lots of luck!
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  • PeachyKatePeachyKate
    ((huge hugs)) I am so, so sorry worms.  
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  • DeputiesWifeDeputiesWife
    ::hugs::

    TTC #2 since June '08

    ~*DD 10.21.07*~

    dx unexplained

    IUI #1-4 BFN

    IVF#1 June 2011 BFN

    IVF#2 Dec 2011

    Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634

    EDD 8/25

    *PAIFW/SAIFW*

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