Hi girl's I did not think I would ever be back on this board. I have been reading some of your posts and I found comfort in knowing other people were experiencing this with me. I had my first loss in Feb at 8 weeks. I found out I was pregnant last week but my numbers did not rise right. Then wed they went up, very confusing. The Dr. ruled out etopic thank goodness. But it gave me false hope. Today I learned my numbers fell again. What a crazy roller coaster. Now I am waiting to start a natural miscarriage. This year I lost my Dad and two babies. When it rains it pours. I am surprised daily with the strength of the human spirit. Sometimes I don't know how I do it.