I began miscarrying early this morning after a week of on-and-off spotting. The doctor sounded so optimistic at our first appointment last Tuesday - I had convinced myself that the spotting was going to stop.
This was our first - I never expected to lose our first.
When I look at the women on this board who have lost multiple babies, I feel so guilty that I'm this devastated.
I'm in very little pain - I almost wish it hurt more so that I would feel something. Right now I just feel empty - like Ducky was never there.