Even though I feel like I am dealing ok with all of this, I am still really depressed. Every morning when I wake up I have the hardest time getting out of bed. I am feeling really antisocial, nothing sounds fun anymore and I am just down all day. I feel like this is never going to go away. I just can't believe that I have had two miscarriages this summer. I feel like I won't ever be my old self again. I also feel really guilty about putting my DH through this(he is being wonderful and telling me not to feel this way). I just feel damaged. Does this ever get better?