I still want to be on PGAL and the August 2011 boards so bad. I keep lurking, which puts me in an even worse mood than I am already in. I wish none of us had to be here.
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Stay far far away. Today I almost clicked on The May board. It wasn't good.
5/9/2013 = Our rainbow was born!!
08/18/2012 - BFP (Hoping this is our rainbow!) 06/24/2012 - Loss confirmed at 12 weeks 12/14/2010 - Loss baby girl at 20 weeks due to Turner Syndrome 01/2009 - Chemical Pregnancy
i was on the april board last night--its not pretty afterwards (my edd was march 28th so i had more in common with those moms than the march ones). plus i saw that someone had me removed from the check in for april--i never posted after we found out about the baby, so that didn't help matters either!
I know what you mean Although I no longer lurk on my month board or the trimester boards, I still Lurk on PgAL. I guess it gives me hope. But I am not as 'fresh' from my m/c nd only started to recently lurk there. I hope 2011 arrives quickly (like yesterday!) for us all and time moves super duper fast until we get those BFP's and take home babies
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I stopped frequenting June 2011 pretty quickly- it made my stomach churn every time I went there. I'm so sorry that you are going through this- that we are all going through this. I know there is nothing that I can say that will make it any easier, just know that you aren't alone. We are just starting to ease back into TTC but the anxiety is hard to deal with. I just keep praying for a 2011 BFP and a sticky baby.
After two losses, a rainbow arrived! DD born 11.5.11
Dx with severe Asherman's syndrome after a botched PP D&C (pursuing med mal)
Hysteroscopy Oct '13, not enough progress
Hysteroscopy Jan '14, given an end-of-the-road diagnosis
Joined International Asherman's Association April '14
Not ready to give up yet.
Hysteroscopy with Dr. Isaacson (an expert in the USA) 6.2.14: Good prognosis, at least 50% of cavity open.
Repeat hysteroscopy scheduled with Dr. I on 6.16.14. Great progress. Unbenched!!!!
Discussing actively TTC with DH after the heartache of the last year. We're both reeling.
It has been 4 weeks and I still look on the PGAL and August 2011 board, I keep telling myself it wont change anything and it feels like torture to read the posts and want so badly for it to be me. I so much thought the second time would be our take home baby. You have been through so much and I hope that this next year brings you all the joy in the world. We need to stay off those boards!!
BFP #1 6/18/10 Saw HB 7/15/10 Missed M/C 8/17/10 @ 12 weeks 2 days- 2 D&C's( 8/20 and 8/26)
BFP#2 11/21/10 Nonviable at 5wks, possible ectopic. Methotrexate 12/3/10&12/9/10
BFP#3 3/10/11 Beta@12dpo 39 Beta@14dpo 160! 21 DPO 2439 HB at 7wks 127 EDD 11/17/11 ITS A BOY!!!! Born 11/13/11 BFP #4: 10/29/12 edd 7/11/12
Re: This stinks
5/9/2013 = Our rainbow was born!!
08/18/2012 - BFP (Hoping this is our rainbow!)

06/24/2012 - Loss confirmed at 12 weeks
12/14/2010 - Loss baby girl at 20 weeks due to Turner Syndrome
01/2009 - Chemical Pregnancy
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DD #1 born 10/21/03
DD #2 born 2/8/06
DS no hb 11/17/10 at 21w1d, d&e 11/24,demise due to fetal hydrops, from congestive heart failure, probably caused by structural malformation
Our Rango....BFP 2/6/11...hb on 2/23...perfectly healthy, but no hb on 6/9/11 d & e 6/15/2011
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ITS A BOY!!!! Born 11/13/11 BFP #4: 10/29/12 edd 7/11/12