to all those who are thinking they might have PPD or PPA call your doctors and at least talk with them! my lo is 15 months now and I waited until 6 or so months after he was born to get help and I wish I didnt. I am now off meds and almost fully make to myself I have my bad days but I feel 99 percent better compared to the first few months after lo was born. It was just an awful time and I wish I could go back and get help sooner so that I didnt miss out on the first few months of lo s life! just no that it does get better but you cant always get better on your own. I know that when we have our second baby if there is even a chance that I feeling odd again I am running to my doctors!:O) best of wishes ladies!