Until now most of my dreams have been so bizarre and weird, that they didn't really shake me when I woke up.
But this one was super real - I was in an ER, and bleeding, and I just kept grabbing my belly and screaming "I can't lose her!"
I'm going to cling to the end of the dream, right before I woke up, where this nurse came over, looked in my eyes and said "you won't." I'm going to take that and hold on to it, because I woke up crying and never did really get back to sleep.
PGAL dreams suck. They really do.
Is it April yet?
Re: Worst stupid nightmare yet
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BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
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April is close. I'm going to guess that your dreams will peak over the next month and then steadily fall after that.
I could be wrong - but that's about what happened to me.
Sorry. That sounds horrible.
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Big big hugs what a horrible dream to have! I would hold tight to the "you won't" and take comfort in baby girls little kicks letting you know she is ok.
Pregnancy dreams are the worse...well except for the awesome sex ones lol.
When I first found out I was pregnant I had a dream that I miscarried at 10 weeks...lets just say I can't wait until Friday when I will be 11 weeks! With the on and off spotting this week it has been a long week!
Jenn
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