starting to get stressed again... vent

thebubble09

i was here a lot in the beginning of this pregnancy because I found such comfort as I went through a tough first trimester.  I bled a lot and really struggled with the fear that I would miscarry again.  the second trimester felt like a breeze and i was just on cloud nine- not so worried, feeling positive, optimistic... now that i'm starting my third trimester, i'm just 28 weeks, i am a wreck again.  i posted over the weekend about decreased movement and i spoke to my nurse and doctor yesterday who both reassured me that im fine (they offered to bring me in for a doppler reading, but said it was really unnecessary because i am feeling 10 movements an hour, even if they're tiny, and that indicates that LO is okay), but ireally dont' feel better.  today i'm even feeling her squirm around and somehow my brain is telling me that i shouldnt' count my eggs because maybe something IS really wrong... i'm so anxious.  i wish i knew how to control it or talk myself down from it, but it seems to be getting worse and not better.  it's just frusterating. im sure some of you can relate...

AGFaso

I understand the feeling and wonder that I will be the same way at that time too.  Try to relax hun.  Maybe go in for the doppler or an u/s to re assure you.