Pregnant after a Loss

all I want for Christmas...

is good news at my u/s! I can do with out the presents Santa!  I just want to know everything is ok.  I am going the day before Christmas Eve for an 11 wk u/s. I found out about my missed m/c at 10 wks the last time, so I have a mix of dread and anticipation for this one. I can't get out of my mind how horrible the holidays would be if I got bad news. I got a healthy heartbeat and numbers at the 8 wk u/s, so that helps, but I still can't shake the worried feeling. I want so bad to share my good news with the family over the holidays. Anyone else have appointments before the holidays and are worried??
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Re: all I want for Christmas...

  • I have one on Thursday, and I am honestly terrified.  Granted, even if that appointment goes perfectly, I will be terrified until I am on my deathbed saying good-bye to my 60 years old children, but that is just because I am crazy!
    BFP #1 - Twin B lost at 5w
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    Our baby boy was born sleeping on 9.17.10. He was 19w1d.
    BFP #2 - Twin B lost at 4w
    Twin A
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    BFP #3 - Lost at 5w
    BFP #4 - Lost at 4w
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  • I get some news tomorrow. So we will see at that point how the holidays are going to feel. I'm sure your 11 weeks appt is going to be great!

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    Married August 9, 2008
    TTC Since September 2009

    1st   BFP | EDD 10/23/10 | Natural M/C 03/27/10 | 10w 0d
    2nd BFP 06/26/10 | EDD 02/25/11 | Natural  M/C 07/17/10 | 8w 1d
    3rd  BFP 12/17/10 | EDD 08/24/11 | Natural M/C 12/31/10 | 7w 4d
    4th  BFP 06/22/11 | EDD 02/25/12 | M/C D&C on 07/27/11 | 9w4d
    5th  BFP 09/17/11 | DD Paige Lily born 05/16/12
    6th  BFP 08/11/12 | EDD 04/11/13 | CP
    7th  BFP 09/29/13 | EDD 06/04/14 | Natural M/C 10/27/13 | 8w1d
    8th  BFP 12/16/13 | EDD 09/01/14

    DX: Pericentric Inversion of Chromosome 8 & compound heterozygous for MTHFR mutations
    RX: Lovenox/Heparin & Folgard

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  • Yep, my first ultrasound is on Thursday.  I figure it will either make my holidays really great or really bad, so you better believe I'm nervous.  However, even if the news is good I'm still too early to feel much easing of anxiety.  My guess is that I'll feel better for 2-3 days and then the worry will start creeping back. 
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  • My BFP is still sinking in.  Today I got for my 1st beta draw with the repeat on Thursday...so I'll be hoping for good numbers.  We still won't be sharing with anyone until at least after our 8 week u/s. 

    I am sure your u/s will go awesome!  I hope you have a wonderful Christmas.

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