Pregnant after a Loss

My first U/S is in two hours...

...and all I want to do is throw up, curl into a little ball, cry a little, and then take a nap.  Embarrassed

I am terrified.  I've been bleeding the same way that I did with Bryce, and I'm honestly just finding it difficult to be at all excited.  I am convinced that today I am going to hear bad news.  Crying

I wish it was 3.30, it was all over, and I knew how to feel.  I want to buy a portable ultrasound machine so that I never don't know know what is going on in my ute.  That's reasonable, right? 

BFP #1 - Twin B lost at 5w
Bryce Addison  I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.
Our baby boy was born sleeping on 9.17.10. He was 19w1d.
BFP #2 - Twin B lost at 4w
Twin A
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BFP #3 - Lost at 5w
BFP #4 - Lost at 4w
BFP #5
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Re: My first U/S is in two hours...

  • I think I've felt that way before every u/s so far, so I really have no great advice for you. Just know that we're all here for you, cheering you on. Please keep us updated. ((((big hugs))))

    Oh, and if you find one of those portable u/s machines, let me know. I'm so getting one for myself. Stick out tongue

    married 09.06.08
    BFP #1 - m/c on 12.22.09 @ 8w3d
    BFP #2 - d&c on 07.22.10 @11w1d
    BFP #3 - DS born on 06.22.11 @41w3d!
    BFP #4 - Due 04.24.13
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  • Sweetie I will be watching for an update, I hope all is well {{hugs}}
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  • Good luck today!!!  I'm keeping fingers and toes crossed that you're able to see a beautiful healthy little nugget in there.  I will certainly be stalking for an update!
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  • Good luck today! *hugs* I'll be impatiently waiting for an update. :)
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  • Your fears are normal. Just breathe. It will be here before you know it. Please keep us posted! I hope nothing but the very BEST at this appointment!
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  • Good luck! I will be watching for your update! 
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  • Good luck!  I'll be watching for an update!

  • ((hugs)) I hope everything looks great today. And I'm with you on the portable u/s machine. I tried to convince DH to buy me one, but he refused. pffft
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    m/c 12/25/09 (5w5d) mm/c D&C 4/9/10 (11w1d) Take home baby 2/22/11
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