So I've been away since about August... But last night I got a BFP!!! YAY! I'm a little scared because this is my third pregnancy in 2010... The last two ended in m/c. This time I'm optimistic, but cautious. I haven't told anyone yet, not even my DH. I would love to wait until my Dr confirms a strong heartbeat, but my DH would wonder why AF hasn't visited for 2+ months! It is very difficult to be excited again. I wish I could feel excitement & the thrill of telling my DH that something wonderful is about to happen, but I think all of you ladies know it will never be the same as that first time.
My twin sister is due any day now. So normally I would tell her immediately, but I really don't want this all to be about me right now since this is such a great time for her.

Re: XP: Pregnant again!
BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
I'm really happy for you!
I wish you the best with this time around. And I know about being cautious since I'm 20 weeks right now with my third try and I still have that feeling that maybe it won't happen. I try to be happy but I always have that cloud on top of my happyness. I waited to tell my DH too. He is barely getting excited right now at 20 wks. It was very painful for him when we got excited then ended up with nothing.
I pray everyday for this LO. I will pray for you to have the blessing of a new life!
? Kristen & Austin ~ Married 07.04.09 ?