So proud of myself....

ashleyrazo

So as some of u may remember Monday was not the best day for me due to DH looking at nasty emails in front of me.

Well we did talk about it.... and I figured out that more of my problem was me not being happy with myself rather then being truly mad at him. Dont get me wrong, I still think it was disrespectfull, and not okay. But my problem was mostly with my body image.

I have never had to work out to stay "in shape" I am 5'11 and was 150 lbs for as long as I remember. I have not done any sort of exersize since before I was pg. When I got PG i was 174lbs and now I am 170. Its driving me crazy.... for no other reason then I want my old body back.

Well starting Monday I have started to work out again.... not alot, but I broke out my Wii fit again and I have gone on a walk with Hayden everyday. Started drinking more water then soda, watching the snacks im eating and cutting out wine to every other night.

Okay.... Im done now. If u have made it this far... thanks for "listening"