TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46 DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE DE IVF #3 1/14 ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d
DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!! First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!
I'm so sorry, this is exactly why I logged on just now, to check on you.
I'm so, so sorry. I just went for a coffee (decaf), so I'll sit next to you.
Huge, huge hugs.
I'm not feeling optimistic myself, and I've got almost nowhere to go down given we started at 14. My draw isn't until tomorrow, but this am my temp went down .2, which wouldn't be the end of the world, as for me, every.single.freaking,cycle, an exactly .5 degree drop signals AF. Except that I took 2 progesterone pills last night, and that should raise my temp, so to me a drop of .2 may as well be a drop of .5. Had a negative test with a dye test this am, but the digital still came back positive. I felt like it was mocking me. But. This isn't about me, it's about you. I am so sorry for what you are going through. Part of me feels torn, like well, we were only pregnant for a minute, so it wasn't like there was a long-forged bond. But it's wicked disappointing, and on top of that we're flooded with hormones. I'm so sorry.
ETA: I just wanted to add, too, that in no way did I really mean to imply that my journey has thus far been anywhere near as hard as yours. I got caught up in my own issues.
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Oh no - I'm so so sorry. I can't believe you have to go through this again, it's just cruel. I am virtually sitting at the bar with you as well ((Hugs))
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I am so sorry! I will definetely join you at the bar, it has been a very rough few weeks for me too! I can almost guanrantee you that next year will be better for both of us!
Oh no - I'm so so sorry. I can't believe you have to go through this again, it's just cruel. I am virtually sitting at the bar with you as well ((Hugs))
Ditto all of this! So sorry...and I'll belly up to the bar as well.
And with the delivery trifecra of one twin vaginal, one c-section with general anesthesia for twin B, Spencer and Sidney joined us at 35 weeks exactly on June 18.
Damn. So sorry to hear that. Here's a drink for you!
Single Mother by Choice.
Life didn't work out the way I planned so I did it on my own.
IUI #s 1-3, unmedicated = BFN, IUI #s 4-6, 50mg Clomid, Ovidrel = BFN
IVF #1: 23R, 20M, 17F. 5 day transfer 2 blasts. 2 Snowbabies
BFP 6dp5dt, Beta #1 7dp5dt = 58, Beta #2 9dp5dt = 114, Beta #3 10dp5dt = 187
1st Ultrasound = 5/3, not much to see yet. 2nd Ultrasound = 5/17, TWINS!!!
Hospital Bed Rest at 32 weeks due to pre-ecclampsia and severe edema.
Audrey Grace, 5lbs9oz, & Lydia Louise, 6lbs, born via emergency c-section on 12/6/12 at 36w1d
My IVF Journey
Re: Beta dropped
TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
DE IVF #3 1/14 ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d
DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!
K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days
SAIF/PAIF Welcome
http://waitingforraintostop.wordpress.com
I'm so sorry, this is exactly why I logged on just now, to check on you.
I'm so, so sorry. I just went for a coffee (decaf), so I'll sit next to you.
Huge, huge hugs.
I'm not feeling optimistic myself, and I've got almost nowhere to go down given we started at 14. My draw isn't until tomorrow, but this am my temp went down .2, which wouldn't be the end of the world, as for me, every.single.freaking,cycle, an exactly .5 degree drop signals AF. Except that I took 2 progesterone pills last night, and that should raise my temp, so to me a drop of .2 may as well be a drop of .5. Had a negative test with a dye test this am, but the digital still came back positive. I felt like it was mocking me. But. This isn't about me, it's about you. I am so sorry for what you are going through. Part of me feels torn, like well, we were only pregnant for a minute, so it wasn't like there was a long-forged bond. But it's wicked disappointing, and on top of that we're flooded with hormones. I'm so sorry.
ETA: I just wanted to add, too, that in no way did I really mean to imply that my journey has thus far been anywhere near as hard as yours. I got caught up in my own issues.
I am so sorry. Really and truly.
I will happily join you at the bar.
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DS born via unplanned C-section at 40w6d
Ditto all of this! So sorry...and I'll belly up to the bar as well.
TTC #1 since 4/10, Dx: MFI IVF planned for April/May
Can't wait until my bump friend is a neighbor and can meet me for a drink ;-)
Our Twin Baby + a Big Girl Blog
And with the delivery trifecra of one twin vaginal, one c-section with general anesthesia for twin B, Spencer and Sidney joined us at 35 weeks exactly on June 18.
I'm so so sorry.
Schooch over, let's get shots.