1st off, congrats to all the BFP's this weekend that I missed!
And maybe it's because the Riders lost the Grey Cup and I'm grumpy, but I kinda don't feel like trying to have a baby this month! I actually told myself "Well Cheri22 said January is gonna be my month, so I'm just gonna not care in December." That's probably the dumbest thought I've ever had in my life.
I immediately ordered some OPK's to help me figure out my chart, as mine are kinda sporadic. But I still can't believe I had that though process over an internet psychic reading I bought when I was drunk. I'm clearly not thinking right these days.
Re: I know this is totally ridiculous
I'm glad you realize how ridiculous that is.
Although I do know the "I don't wanna" feeling. I'm sort of there this month. I'll be O-ing in a few days and I'm not even really amped up about it like usual. I just don't feel like worrying about. I still want to get pregnant, I just don't want to do the work and have the stress right now