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My 2WW is over :(

CityPixieCityPixie
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CD1.  Not sure what's next.    feeling like a defective failure at the moment.  I need to suck it up and call the RE.

About me: A pixie in the city, 41, TTC #1 since May 2010, married 18 years. Diagnosed with, surgically removed, endometrioma Aug.2010 Sept 2010 IUI #1=BFN, Oct=cyst/bfn, Nov 2010 IUI #2 = bfn. Had to postpone IUI #3 b/c of a cyst natural=BFN. Skipped IUI #3, decided to go for IVF. Found/removed uterine polyps Jan 2011. IVF cancelled, no follicles. IVF #2: 3 great embies put in on Easter Sunday = BFN. Hoping for another chance at IVF in July. TTC is NOT for wimps. http://www.fertilityfriend.com/ticker/2fab90/ttc.png
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Re: My 2WW is over :(

  • rach2100rach2100 member

    :::butting in:::

    aawwww, Pix.  So sorry to hear that!  {{BIG HUGS}} 

    :::butting out:::

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  • *Chicken**Chicken*
    I'm sorry, Pixie.  I understand feeling like a failure but you aren't one. 
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  • Mrs.McIrishMrs.McIrish member
    I'm so sorry!!! 

    TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
    DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
    5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
    OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
    DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
    DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
    CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
    DE IVF #3 1/14  ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d

    DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
    First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!

    K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days

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  • aurora1974aurora1974 member

    I'm so sorry. 

    HUGS!!!!

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  • redsoxbonoredsoxbono
    {{hugs}}
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  • georgia3georgia3 member
    sorry about the new cycle starting, pixie.  enjoy a good glass of wine or something this evening!
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  • DaisiesinmygardenDaisiesinmygarden member
    I'm so sorry. GL with your decisions regarding your next steps/RE.
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  • boymamacoboymamaco member
    I'm so sorry Pixie! I know the feeling of failure. I get that too. Enjoy a nice glass of wine and do something extra kind for yourself the next few days. Hugs!
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  • shyntrueshyntrue
    {{Hugs}}
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  • Haribo1Haribo1
    You are SO NOT a failure!! =(  :::Big Hugs:::  I know exactly how you feel, you are not alone!
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  • ALF222ALF222 member
    I'm so sorry!!!
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  • jjfliptjjflipt
    Hang in there! Hugs to you!
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  • karenannmarkkarenannmark
    Sorry pixie, we all feel like failures every now and then, hope you feel better soon ((hugs))
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  • lhcooperlhcooper member
    I'm really sorry, Pix.  You know I know how you feel.  Definitely have a drink or two on me!
    me - 41 (dx: DOR); DH - 53 (no problems); 7/18/09 - married!; 8/4/09 - BFP on first (real)try; 9/14/09 - missed m/c; 9/15/09 - d&c; 11/09 - 3/10 - 4 natural cycles = BFN; 4/10 - dx hyperthyroidism caused by Graves' disease; 6/10 - thyroidectomy; 7/10 - 12/10 - 1 natural and 5 medicated IUI cycles = BFN; 1/11 - new RE; dx low ovarian reserve (AMH .42; 1/26/11 -- BFP (ectopic) from IUI #6; methotrexate 2/10/11; 6/2/11 - IVF #1 = BFN; 9/12/11 - prescreening for DE; 9/15/11 - IUI #7 (unmedicated)= BFN; 11/8 - begin DE cycle (shared risk program); 12/5 - ER (5 eggs/4 mature/3 fertilized/2 left by day 5) 12/10 - ET of one 1BB blast (expanded, "fair" quality), none to freeze; 12/22 - totally shocked by +hpt; beta #1 = 413; #2 = 3952 2/14 - CVS reveals a healthy baby girl! EDD: 8/27/12 DD born 8/31/12, 10 lbs 10 oz and perfect in every way. 
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  • met_at_the_ballmet_at_the_ball member
    Darn, so sorry. This stinks!
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  • HeatherIconHeatherIcon member

    Dear Pix,

    I feel your pain. I hope you have something positive very soon!!

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  • CityPixieCityPixie

    Big hugs back atcha everyone!  Your supportive commenbts really mean so much. thanks

    -Pix

    About me: A pixie in the city, 41, TTC #1 since May 2010, married 18 years. Diagnosed with, surgically removed, endometrioma Aug.2010 Sept 2010 IUI #1=BFN, Oct=cyst/bfn, Nov 2010 IUI #2 = bfn. Had to postpone IUI #3 b/c of a cyst natural=BFN. Skipped IUI #3, decided to go for IVF. Found/removed uterine polyps Jan 2011. IVF cancelled, no follicles. IVF #2: 3 great embies put in on Easter Sunday = BFN. Hoping for another chance at IVF in July. TTC is NOT for wimps. http://www.fertilityfriend.com/ticker/2fab90/ttc.png
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