Hello TTCAL6+

TeacherVicky · November 2010

Here I am, hoping you don't mind if I join.

My name is Vicky and I am a teacher... but I guess you already knew that. I am a francophone who lives in Ontario. DH and I have been together for 6 years this week and married for over one year. We've actually known each other since kindergarten though. DH is 29 and I have my 29th bday next week.

DH and I knew we wanted to have kids from the beginning. When we got married in June of 2009, we decided to wait to TTC until we went on our honeymoon at Christmas of last year. Had I known my body sucked so much, we would've started two years ago. Hindsight is 20/20.

I stopped my BC on December 26 2009 and got my first BFP on Feb 21. I knew shortly after that things weren't right as I started spotting... and I found out at the end of my March break that my pg was no viable and m/c'ed shortly after. Second BFP was this summer and the same thing happened.

I feel like the only reason I am anxious to get pg again is to m/c a third time to finally get referred to an OB. My doctor won't refer me at this point, nor will she do any testing, since it has only been two losses.

I don't feel like I fit in much on TTCAL anymore... and honestly not sure where I fit in. I am no longer excited about TTC, I never look forward to FWP week and I am a changed person compared to 9 months ago. But, here I am and I am looking forward to getting to know you all.