When will it end? (rant)

lilbugs momma

I want MY baby back. I was to hold her without worrying about her sutures, I want to blow on her tummy, I want to feed her a bottle in my arms!

I'm falling apart. I cannot be strong anymore! Every time she wakes up in the middle of the night screaming in pain it breaks my heart!

-sorry for the random rant, I'm just... overwhelmed.

 

laurieb602

Aww, I'm sorry ::hugs:: This too shall pass

Big J

Awww...I'm so sorry you're dealing with this.  It will only get better from here, right? 

lilbugs momma

Spring Mommy:

sorry youre going through this. what happend to her?

She had surgery for a bowel obstruction and is on a feeding tube from ulcers that developed in her throat.

Reagan1010

So sorry you are going through this!  I hope your LO feels better soon!

starryeyeddreamer

So sorry to hear about your LO. Hope she is 100% soon!

StrawberryAlarmClock

Awww, Mama. That would tear me up, too. T&P for you & DD.

blissfully_caffeinated

It's okay to be overwhelmed. I can't even imagine how you're feeling. You don't always have to be strong. It's okay to cry because your baby is sick. She hurts and that hurts you. I think that's only normal. If there was something I could say to make it better, I would.

Is there anyone who can help you? If you're still in the hospital you can ask the nurses for help. DS was in the hospital for only 1 day when he was 2 months old and it was hard.  One thing that helped me was to think about how lucky I am for having DS in my life and knowing that even though he wasn't healthy at the moment he was alive and was going to get better.