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no miracle here. . .

redsoxbonoredsoxbono
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I poas this morning.   It is 13 days past ER.

BFN.  No miracle for me. 

I have been on these boards long enough to know that lines show up by now.

I am so much sadder than I thought I would be.  I think the fact that each step went well for an someone my age (14 follies, 11 eggs, 8 fertilized) made my hopes go up a bit more with each step.  The REs, nurses, etc. were all surprised at how well I responded with such a low dose at my age.  I think I started to think "maybe it will be me."

Thanks for all your support and encouragement ladies.  I have my beta on Friday and at least I will be prepared. 

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  • Haribo1Haribo1
    I am very sorry =(  BIG HUGS to you.  I will be thinking of you when you get your beta on Friday and will remain optimistic nonetheless!!
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  • kikibirdkikibird
    You know how sorry I am to hear this.  Hang in there, sweetie.  We are here for you and still hoping for the best! 

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  • ALF222ALF222 member
    I'm so sorry. Can you plan something extra nice for yourself this weekend? You deserve it!
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  • Mrs.McIrishMrs.McIrish member
    I'm very sorry to hear this. Hugs to you. :-(

    TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
    DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
    5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
    OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
    DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
    DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
    CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
    DE IVF #3 1/14  ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d

    DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
    First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!

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  • aurora1974aurora1974 member

    I'm so sorry. :(   

    I think you should do something extra special for yourself this weekend.  Manicure/Pedicure/Massage, shopping.  Something to pamper yourself.

    Hang in there and we're here for you.

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  • mkwtmkwt member
    I am sorry  ((((hugs))))  I agree to pamper to yourself!
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  • HappyMrsKHappyMrsK member
    I'm so sorry :(
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  • georgia3georgia3 member
    I am SO sorry- I was really hoping that this was it for you.   It's hard to understand why the bad things happen.  Will be thinking of you this evening and hoping you are doing ok.  ::hugs::
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  • shyntrueshyntrue
    (((Hugs)))
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  • babyhopes2010babyhopes2010
    Sorry to hear that!!! : (  Try to take the weekend to do something nice as everyone else has suggested. I keep meaning to tell you that we were married on the same day / yr - 6.20.09 .... at least we have our dream guys to fall back on finally!
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  • babyhopes2010babyhopes2010
    Sorry to hear that!!! : (  Try to take the weekend to do something nice as everyone else has suggested. I keep meaning to tell you that we were married on the same day / yr - 6.20.09 .... at least we have our dream guys to fall back on finally!
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  • nursesrhnursesrh member
    {{hugs}} I will keep you in my T&P.
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  • MrsJordanalmondMrsJordanalmond member
    so, so sorry
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  • Joe'sSweetPeaJoe'sSweetPea
    Crap!  I was hoping that by lying low this time you were getting your BFP!  (((hugs))) to you.  You deserve it.
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  • AlmostLoCoAlmostLoCo
    I'm so sorry to hear that :(
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  • rach2100rach2100 member

    So so sorry RSB!!  I thought this was totally your time...will keep you in my T&Ps.

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  • 10-4LilBuddy10-4LilBuddy member
    I am so sorry. I had been praying for you - heck, I've been praying for everyone on here.
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  • cfreshygcfreshyg

    Redsox, I'm sorry for what you are going through. You are in my T&P. Hang in there.

    carrie

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  • met_at_the_ballmet_at_the_ball member
    Although by no means to the same extent, I feel your let down as I was really rooting for you. I hope for the best for you.
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  • ForTheLoveOf PinkForTheLoveOf Pink member
    B-O-O......I feel for you!
    TTC since 2009 very frustrated 42yr and DH 40

    5 cycles of Clomid with satisfactory response=BFN's
    Fibroid removal Nov2010
    IUI Clomid #1 Feb 2011...BFN..damn it!
    IUI Inject's #2 Apr 2011...CANCELLED...low estradiol
    IUI Inject's #3 June 2011...BFN
    IUI Inject's #4 Sept2011...BFFN
    Lap Dec 2011...severe endo..cyst removed..some remains...
    IVF#1 Apr 2012 ....cancelled due to over suppression
    IVF#2 July 2012....6 follies...only 1 retrieved....BFFN
    surgery suggested to move ovary to an better placement but....we moved two time zones away and are financially and emotionally empty

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  • boymamacoboymamaco member
    I am so sorry! Sending you lots of hugs and wishing a comforting and relaxing weekend for you.
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  • magnolia_femmemagnolia_femme
    oh honey, I am so sorry.  ((hugs))
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  • JilliansMomaJilliansMoma member

    On no so sorry to read this news Red.  I was so hoping this was it for you after all you have been through.  You are in my T & P.

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  • CityPixieCityPixie
    RSB...of course you were thinking "maybe it will be me!" Of course, of course!  I would too.   It just sux so much that we can do everything "right" and still end up with a BFN.  I'm sorry this one didn't work for you.  So sad and sorry.  big hugs.  -Pix
    About me: A pixie in the city, 41, TTC #1 since May 2010, married 18 years. Diagnosed with, surgically removed, endometrioma Aug.2010 Sept 2010 IUI #1=BFN, Oct=cyst/bfn, Nov 2010 IUI #2 = bfn. Had to postpone IUI #3 b/c of a cyst natural=BFN. Skipped IUI #3, decided to go for IVF. Found/removed uterine polyps Jan 2011. IVF cancelled, no follicles. IVF #2: 3 great embies put in on Easter Sunday = BFN. Hoping for another chance at IVF in July. TTC is NOT for wimps. http://www.fertilityfriend.com/ticker/2fab90/ttc.png
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