EDD is here.

mrsjparker

Tomorrow is my EDD.  I knew it would be difficult, but I did not expect to be this heartbroken.  I feel like it's happening all over again.  I just miss my baby.  I want my baby.  And to make matters worse my husband has pneumonia.  I'm so worried about his health.  Not being able to be close to him and be held by him is devastating.  

I feel like God is punishing me.  It's not fair.  I am so angry.  No one else in my family seems to remember.  I hate that they can forget.  I feel so alone.  I feel like I'm keeping a secret and I don't want to anymore.  I want everyone to know that I am suffering but I don't know how to talk about it.  I have tried and I just can't.  

I just had to get that out.  I hope someone understands.  I am thankful that this board is here, but I am so sorry that you all are here with me.

katiehansonfan

*hugs* 

 I an so sorry that you are going through this alone.  I completely understand your feelings of isolation, loneliness, and depression.  No one should have to go through this.

 

mommy411

I am so sorry. I know people will forget about our EDD also.It s soo sad. I hope your day will be brighter. Big hugs to you and your DH. I hope he is better SOON!

mgduke19

I will not forget for you. I will be sending you love and hugs all day. I promise.

ravenorchid

I'm so sorry. It is so unfair. It sucks that your family does not remember. Someone told me that grief outlives sympathy and I think that is a very true statement. I try to mention my loss to friends and co-workers to help them understand that it is still very much on my mind, but I think most people never really "get it". I've also found keeping a blog really helps get my feelings out. I'm so sorry for everything you're going through. ((Hugs))

mrsjparker

This is such a wonderful place to come and feel safe.  I really appreciate everyone's kind words and T&P.  Thank you.