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Afraid it's over

Well ladies, I swore I wouldn't test this weekend, BUT (and sorry if this is TMI) when I used the restroom yesterday, I noticed my lovely progesterone gunk is slightly pink...(sigh). So I tested and much to my amazement (NOT), it was a BFN. So, I'm afraid it's over this cycle. I'm not "supposed" to test until Wednesday but I'm pretty sure I'm 0-2 in this IUI business. I REALLY want to stop my Crinone now because it's so gross and it's REALLY enhancing my foul mood and depression. I guess I'll hold out till it's official on Wednesday. I HOPE HOPE HOPE IUI #3 does the trick..otherwise we'll have to have the "where do we go from here" discussion and I know the next step will me the lap (ugghhh). Oh and to make it a great weekend, I found out yesterday that my parents marriage of 41 years is on the rocks...great!! I sure hope next week is better...on a positive note, I saw Jacka$$ 3 (in 3D) today and laughed my butt off and apparently the progesterone is helping extend my luteal phase to my normal 12-14 days instead of the 10 I had last time...so that's something.
TTC 12/2009
Me: 32 - Stage II Endo / DH: 36 - Low count and morphology (1%)
IUIs 1-3 BFN, lap Dec. 2010, IUIs 4-6 BFN
IVF w/ICSI #1 - ER 2/8: 24R 19M 9F ET 2/13 2-5 day blasts (no frosties) = BFP - b/g twins!
E & C Born 10/19/2012
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Re: Afraid it's over

  • I am hoping it is still too early. (((hugs)))
    Stacy
    PCOS, RPL, & Anti Cardiolipin Antibody
  • It could be irritation from the supps, I wouldn't count yourself out yet.  I hope you get good news on Wed.
    TTC since 8/2004
    Me - DX Hashimoto's Disease, Hypothyroid, Rheumatoid Arthritis
    DH - DX Azoospermia - Sertoli Cell Syndrome
    DS-IUI #1-4 BFN IVF #1 - BFP! It's a boy!!!
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  • I agree that it could be irritation. Don't give up yet!?
    DS born 7.30.11
  • (big hugs))  maybe it's still too early!
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  • It totally could be too early so don't give up hope just yet! 

    Sorry to hear about your parents. U'd think as adults we wouldn't have to worry about separations and divorces with regard to our parents but that's not always the case. (((hugs))) 


    SAIF/PAIF Always Welcome!
    TTC #1 May 2008
    6 Rounds Clomid, 1 Round Femera-BFN
    4 IUIs (1 Clomid, 1 Femara, 2 injectables)-BFN
    February 2010-Laparoscopy
    4 months of Lupron
    August 2010-IUI #5-BFN
    October 2010-IUI #6-BFN
    IVF #1 November 2010-BFN
    IVF #2 March 2011-BFN
  • I'm so sorry :( I hope it's just early. I'm also very sorry about your parent's marriage. That has to be very hard.
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  • I saw that we are on the exact same protocol and thought I'd post about the crinone/progesterone. I've had the lovely goop turn pinkish, ever a very light shade of orange throughout both cycles I've used it, not just right before AF shows. My Beta is tomorrow, but I POAS this AM and it was BFN. So looks like we're in the same boat. The progesterone definitely lengthened my LP too from 9 days to 14-15.

    I hope things work out for your family. From experience, it sucks, but you'll appreciate what you have with DH even more. Hope you don't mind me posting. I'm usually over on 3T.

    ~Lindsey~
    Annovulation/Amenorrhea/Mild Endo Scarring

    10 Cycles with Femera/Bravelle, even Clomid 1x + Ovidrel + IUI + Crinone = 10 BFNs

    4/2011 Bravelle + Ovidrel + IUI + Crinone + HOPE = 1st BFP EDD 01/21/12

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  • I hope it's just an early test and you will have better news to share soon. Hang in there!
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  • I think you are a bit early...try not to get discouraged just yet :) Fingers crossed for a BFP!
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  • Hopefully it's just too early for you at this point. 

    I'm really sorry about your parents... it's hard seeing parents become real people.  I hope you get some good news this week!

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  • It still may be too early! 

    I'm glad you got a good laugh and that the progesterone helped!

    Stopped BCPs December 2008 TTC since June 2009 6 unsuccessful Clomid cycles Dx Annovulatory due to PCOS January 2010 DH-perfect 4 unsuccessful IUIs Began Lupron July 7 for first IVF IVF cancelled; overstimulation and coasting lead to huge drop in E2 New testing with an Endocrinologist...perhaps a new diagnosis... So, not PCOS but Hashimoto's Thyroiditis November 2010 After a looong break, started seeing a new RE. Gearing up for IVF 1.2. Beta 1=197!! BabyFruit Ticker image
  • ...hugs... so sorry about the pinkish goo and all the bad news.  Don't count yourself out yet.  Wishing you the best of luck this cycle and if not, then I hope next cycle brings you that BFP.

    TTC #1 since October 2008. Dealing with MFI.
    IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
    IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
    IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
    Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
    IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
    Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
    Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
    IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
    IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
    ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer :(
    Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
    IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
    IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
    **P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**

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  • i'm in the same boat.  Crying
    TTC#2: septum removed, 2 losses, Stage 2 Endo, thin lining, slight MFI
    iui #5 2/7 + 2/8 = BFP!! 11 dpiui
    Beta #1 2/18 11dpiui= 46, Beta #2 13dpiui 150, Beta #3 16dpiui 584!!
    u/s revealed triplets! Baby B 3rd loss 8w2d. Twins! EDD 10/31/11 * c/s scheduled 10/12/11 My NEW BLOG Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • ((((hugs))))) cycle buddy! 

    Sorry!  

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