Don't feel like myself

gramos1128

Hey girls. I guess I just need a vent/advice.  Ever since my transfer I have had a headache everyday and so tired and so moody and sensitive.  Of course I chalked it up to the fact that I was pregnant and then that I was having a chemical.  I really thought I would feel better after my period but I really don't. It took 5 days to get my period after PIO and I just stopped today. Can I still be adjusting hormonally??  I guess I just feel super hormonal.  Combine that with my disappointment with the chemical and being  upset I have to add more hours at work for insurance for IVF and I just feel so upset and crummy. Can anyone relate??  I am just so in a funk.  I don't feel like talking much.  I haven't posted much.  I wanna nap every day.  I have sliced my finger on a knife TWICE this week.  I just can't get out of my own way I broke down and cried today.  I just want to feel better and feel like myself again.

malloryo85

I don't have any advice, but I wanted to let you know that I am so sorry you are going through all of this. It sounds like you have a lot on your plate right now and that's just not fair. Hang in there, and we are always here for you to vent or whatever. HUGS!!

LisaMarisa

Oh boo!  I'm so sorry.  You can expect to feel crappy for a little while, everything that you have been through isnt fair.  Take some time for yourself and try to get in a few good cries.  Watch Oprah or Lifetime or some sappy movie with a pint of Ben & Jerry's.  You'll probably start to feel better once your hormones even out... not fun.

desabean

I'm so sorry.  I'm sure some of it is hormonal and some of it is that you have gone through a loss and the grief process affects us all emotionally and physically.

I hope you are feeling better soon.

ShannonSky

I know exactly how you feel. It took me about two weeks after our c/p to stop feeling flat-out crazy. I still don't feel totally like myself and it's been about 6 weeks now. To be honest, I had been staying kind of above the depressed IF feelings I had while TTC no. 1 until after we had the c/p. Now I feel like I've been sucked back there. I don't feel any excitement or positivity, just going through the motions hoping we get a sticky baby. I wish I could tell you it gets better, but I'm not really far enough removed yet...but I can certainly relate. *hugs*

gramos1128

Thanks girls.  I think it is just a big mix of things right now between the chemical pregnancy, hormones readjusting, dealing with IF in general.  I was really removed from it until we started the FET process.  I thought it would be easier with #2 but no dice.  Thanks for being here.  On a positive note, DH and I and my sister and her fiance are going out to see Dave Attell (a comic) in Boston and then out for some drinks and fun.  I am really looking forward to a nice night out.  Thanks again.

Mouseygail

I love Dave Attell!  I hope he can put a smile on your face for a little bit!!  (((HUGS))))