I need some serious help

Kelly-renee

what about like a mother's day out program?  At your child's age you could drop him off, none of the other kids should have food he could grab, and you could just tell them do not feed him, unless you would trust how they made the bottle.  Head out to your car, and sleep, have them call you if he needs to eat.  This same thing scenario could work with on of your friends or even a sitter who you wouldn't trust to feed him, but could trust to just play with him.  I couldn't imagine going through what you all do with Asher every single day, poor little guy.