Do you remember when....

MrsMAF

You first started TTC and the sight of babies and pregnant bellies made you borderline giddy because you just *knew* that would be you any day now? Ok, well I do. I also remember walking into a store and seeing diapers and smiling, seeing baby food and just getting butterflies in my stomach. I remember feeling like wow this is going to be incredible, so much fun! Now I see all those things and they remind me that I'm broken. Now, although I am still hopeful I wonder if I will ever get the chance to buy diapers, baby food, formula etc.

I am 5dpiui, I dont know what to feel. I'm excited, hopeful, but also so on guard...I dont want to fall flat faced to the floor if this is a BFN. My thoughts are all over the place. This is my 2ww craziness. Thanks for bearing with me

scooterq

((hugs))

I do remember all of that! 

GL!  Hopefully you'll get that BFP this cycle and will get to experience all those things!

Edwina.McDunnough

I know what you mean.

Fingers crossed that this is it for you!

Faith722

I can totally relate!

I hope this is it for you!  Good luck!!

Ginger71

I would give anything to have that innocence back. Some things just aren't easy for some of us and that sucks.

The 2ww tends to bring out so many emotions with huge highs and lows. Crazy=normal. LOL!

Best of luck on this cycle!!!

MrsRich0226

Hang in there and I hope this cycle brings you a BFP!  ((hugs))

kdussault

I remember that... sadly now when I see a pregnant belly I think "Ugh, can't I ever catch a break?! They really are everywhere!"  But then I dig deep down and remind myself that I will be that girl someday and I will be able to buy all those things for my child.  And hopefully so will everyone else on this board.  It is just taking us a little longer to get there.  I have a journal with a quote on it... "Sometimes, on the way to a dream we get lost and find a better one."

(((hugs))) to you, hoping this 2ww flies by and you get your BFP. 

MrsMAF

kdussault:

I remember that... sadly now when I see a pregnant belly I think "Ugh, can't I ever catch a break?! They really are everywhere!"  But then I dig deep down and remind myself that I will be that girl someday and I will be able to buy all those things for my child.  And hopefully so will everyone else on this board.  It is just taking us a little longer to get there.  I have a journal with a quote on it... "Sometimes, on the way to a dream we get lost and find a better one."

(((hugs))) to you, hoping this 2ww flies by and you get your BFP. 

Aww, thats a super cute quote! Thanks  

MrsMAF

Thanks girls, you're the best

NicoleeBonsai

oy, i do remember that. i used to spend time looking up information on cloth diapering, strollers, cribs and high chairs.

i'm sorry you're having a rough time right now. the 2ww sucks and is such a mind f---. i hope the rest of your wait goes by quickly! ((HUGS))

Mandy_Lou83

I totally remember! Good luck this cycle.

FabulousMrs.P

I absolutely remember. I also remember when I used to think of cute ways to tell hubby the good news. I have a feeling now it will be me running down the hallway saying "Do you think this is a line?" followed by me being petrified of miscarrying for the next 9 months! I wish I could get that innocence back!

 

Good luck this cycle!