Well today sucked...

vegasgirl07

1st day back at work after my d&c. I did go go florida for a few days so I thought everyone would forget about my "migranes" last week, but nope, they all asked how I was feeling. It was so hard putting on my fake smile and saying "fine, you know how those migranes can be". Its exhausting carrying around my secret, but I'm not ready for anyone to know yet. Only our parents and siblings know and even that's painful...Please time fly so this wound can heal (and we can TTC again....)

WedDayinMay

((hugs)) to you - and lots of them. I applaud you for making it through - today, my first day back, lasted until 9:15 a.m. before I had to throw in the towel.  I pray that time will help heal and that each day will be brighter than the day before. GL to you....and if its any help, tomorrow is TGIF and then you made it through the week!

Pachita

Sorry for your loss.  I didn't tell any of my coworkers either.  Hopefully, we'll get pregnant soon.  I plan to tell them then about it. 

jchytil

Hugs to you. I know exactly how you feel it is a burden. I only told my boss at work. It is overwhelming trying to get back into the swing of things when your mind is somewhere else.

Snowbride02

I miscarried last week and came back to work on Monday.  It's been a really hard week.  I was 11 weeks 3 days when I miscarried and everyone at work already knew I was pregnant.  At first I hated that everyone knew, but everyone has been so sweet and supportive.  I work with a lot of women and they have all expressed their sympathy with tears in their eyes.  Maybe it's weird to say, but knowing that other people feel my pain makes me feel like my experience is real and sort of validates my sadness.  I sometimes feel so alone that it's nice to get their support.  But, one business acquaintance welcomed me back from vacation.  Ugh...I wish that's where I had been.  

I feel the same way as you though.  I can't wait until I can be a month or more away from this experience.

bryanandkatrina

I'm sorry you had to deal with all the questions ((((hugs))))

It is exhausting carrying around such a heavy secret, but I've been doing it as well do you're not alone. Hang in there.

jesslw

I'm sorry you had a bad day. First days back to work always suck. I couldn't even look anyone in the eye for a week, I felt like they knew and were going to say something at any second that would make me cry. I felt like a wound up ball of nerves and I'm awful at lying and keeping secrets. Things will get easier and I hope better work days are ahead for you. Hugs, and fingers crossed for TTC!