***Patchen***

wewannababy

I didn't want to reply to your post before because I was afraid it would get lost in the other posts.  Thanks so much for your post! Yep -- we had one perfect blast and some good quality morulae.  We transfered 4 (same as last cycle), but the fourth embie definitely looked like it had some fragmentation and degeneration.  I'm keeping my fingers crossed this is it.... and that I get my sticky BFP. I keep going back and forth from positive to failure!   From this could be it, to what are we going to do next time we cycle?  lol.  UGH the emotions of IF and IVF.

I saw your post below about being scared now that you are getting ready to stim.  I had those same feelings and reservations about going forward with IVF#3, too.  I think it's just all the emotions and feelings built up from the last two cycles and questioning -- if the first two times didn't work, then what makes #3 the cycle that will work?!?!?!  It's scary, nerve-wracking, and just flat out anxiety provoking! 

I'm keeping everything crossed that you have a great cycle and that it leads to great quality embies and your sticky BFP!  Lots of luck sweetie!