Well.... CD1 after my m/c.
Funny how I am feeling nothing this time around. Last time, when I got AF after my m/c, I was thrilled. I was so excited to get back on the TTC train.
I just feel so indifferent this time.
So CD1 is officially today, I left yesterday and the day before as spotting.
Re: So it was you, AF!
BFP-2/4/10 EDD-9/27/10 M/C-2/11/10 7w3d D&C and Methotrexate-2/19/10
BFP-11/21/10 M/C-11/25/10
Clomid Cycle #1-BFN
Clomid Cycle #2-BFP-1/18/2011 M/C-1/26/2011
BFP-5/18/11 Riley arrived 2/3/12 8lbs6oz 21.5in
No. Not happy either. I should be right?? This is my cue to TTC again.
As I said, I just feel indifferent.
I know how you feel. After my 2nd loss it was wierd for me too. You feel even more jaded and it's hard to get excited. For me it was like I want this so much, but the thought of starting all over again is frustrating. Yet, it's the only way to get what I want. ::sigh:: It just shouldn't be so hard.
My Life
BFP 7.7.09 - CVS 9.10.09 (Girl) - 9.24.09 Severe Fatal Malformation - D&E 10.7.09 @ 17wks
BFP 6.1.10 - 6.10.10 Ectopic M/C @ 5wks
BFP 10.26.10 - 10.29.10 CP
BFP 1.30.11 - CVS 3.28.11 (Girl) - EDD 10.11.11 - Born 10.6.11
BFP 12.18.12 - 12.20.12 CP
BFP 3.18.13 - CVS 5.21.13 (Girl) - EDD 12.2.13 - Born 11.24.13
BFP 6.10.14 - CVS 7.2.14 (Girl) - EDD 1.12.15 - Born sleeping 8.6.14 @ 17w5d
haha, thanks girl!