Is anyone else a wuss like me??

cetzler25

Ok, so I know when I ovulated, I chart, am on prenatals, eating healthy, TTC and all that good stuff.. My husband and I have been off all contraception for 13 months now, but have been seriously TTC for 2 months. So, my temps have been pretty high lately.. I average around 96.4, but lately have been testing around 98.7 and am feeling hot. My nipples hurt (but not my boobs, which I've never experienced), I'm peeing about every hour including in the night (not too unusual lol), and my cervix is wet/high/medium in firmness, but I'm just scared. I know I should test, but I really don't want a negative result. I know I'm probably not pregnant and just am getting sick or something.. but still. We lost a baby last year, and think we had another miscarriage a few months ago (I never went to the dr. so we're not sure). I'm such a wimp, but I'd rather just start my period then get my hopes up and test. I don't know what's worse, knowing or not knowing. Anyone else ever feel like this? I know, I'm just being a baby. I think I'm going to wait through the weekend, because I feel a little crampy. Anyway, I just wish there was ONE sign that just meant "yeah, you're pregnant." haha. Wouldn't that make life so much easier?? lol Anyway, hope everyone is doing great!! Good luck to you fellow TTCers

EwokofEndor

I can't offer any advice, because we aren't actively TTC yet and I haven't had that anticipation/let down feeling. However, I can imagine your apprehension and frustration of the possiblity of getting a BFN. Just test when you are ready and make sure you can do what you need to to feel better if it's a BFN or celebrate if it's a BFP.

 

Best of luck! I hope that you get the result you want.