TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

yeah, so, nevermind.

some of you are already aware, but my beta sucked today (10). I'm supposed to go back Thursday, but there is little hope.

after waiting, trying, all the testing, meds, procedures in the past two years - this wasn't really what I had in mind.

(I thank you in advance for your kind thoughts and well wishes, but frankly right now am in more of a WTF Universe??? type of mood.)

m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks). and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers). IUI#1 and #2: BFNs Super lucky to be buddies with Peetie. Our out of nowhere, surprise DD born 5/29/2011
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  • I'm so very sorry hun. 
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    Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
    April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
  • ((hugs)) thinking of you
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  • I'm really sorry. 
  • I'm so sorry you having to go through this again.  Sending hugs your way.
    Married 8/23/09 Dx: Endometriosis mc 2003, mc 2005, mc Oct. 2009 and ectopic pg Feb. 2010 Baby Girl Gracie Mae born 5 weeks early on 7/6/11. Baby boy JT born full term on 7/5/12. We are blessed!
  • I'm sorry.

    :(

    I have other things to say, but they'd probably get filtered. 

  • I'm so sorry.

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
    11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I am so sorry (((hugs)))
    3 Early Miscarriages 4 rounds of Clomid BFP = 11/16/10 ~ EDD July 29th 2011 Image and video hosting by TinyPic
  • crap. that sux. *hugs*
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    4 losses (cp Feb 28 09, mc April 9 09 (5w5d), mc Aug 10 09 (7w1d), d&c Apr 12 10 (grew to 6w3d, mc confirmed at 8w5d). RX: Overies PCOS (hormones normal) & Balanced Translocation of Ch. 7 & 13 (40-50% mc risk)

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  • ((hugs)) I'm so sorry.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • {{HUGS}}  I'm so sorry.

    WHAT THE FVCK, UNIVERSE?!?  Piss off. 

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  • I'm sorry, Mindy.  We are here for you.

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    Missed m/c 11.09 | Missed m/c 3.10 | We miss you & love you so.
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    Formerly toddandjulie
  • {{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}  I am so sorry.
    Lilypie Premature Baby tickers IVF #1 BFP Beta #1 528 & Beta #2 1514
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    {{HUGS}}  I'm so sorry.

    WHAT THE FVCK, UNIVERSE?!?  Piss off. 

    I think Aubs said it best!

    I'm so sorry hon!!! 

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    Forever buddy to Angelica; Natural Miscarriage Jan. 2008 @ 11 weeks; 2 years of BFFN's; DX: Unexplained IF (RE thinks IF is due to tubal issues); IUI #1 & 2= BFFN; IUI#3 = BFP, resulted in Cornual ectopic pregnancy; IUI #4 - 6 =BFFN; Our next endeavor... IVF. 1 grade AA embryo transferred on 4-23-2011 and 5 frosties. BFP Abby born 1/5/2012

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  • ((hugs))....thinking of you hun
  • Your BFP was the best news ever, and this has been the worst news ever.  I'm really sick of my friends getting hurt.
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    4 early losses 2009, 2010, 2015.  Baby #1 born 2/13/11.  
  • I am so sorry Mindy, and so mad at the universe right now....I don't often swear, but I sure feel like swearing now.
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  • I'm so sorry buddy.  I'm still holding on to hope that Thursday's draw is a suprising number hon.  (((hugs)))
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  • Fvck the universe in its fvcking face!!

    I'm so sorry love. I'm holding out hope that this is all one effed up mistake and that things look better at the next draw... but I'm so, so sorry sweetheart.

    (((((HUGS)))))

  • i'm sorry.  i would want to say WTF universe too!  ((hugs))

    if it makes you feel any better my beta was only a 9 @ 11dpo and then went on to be 48 @ 13 dpo.

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • I'm Sorry Mindy.

    I have some other choice words for the universe.

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  • I'm so sorry Mindy. ((HUGS))
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  • WTF?!  This is so unfair!  I'm so sorryCrying
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  • I am so sorry Mindy.  Universe-seriously go fvck off.
    BFP 4/23/09. D&E 7/17/09 16W5D. BFP #2 3/10/10. EDD 11/15/10 Babycakes was born 11/5/10! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • F you universe. I'm sorry hun.
    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
  • I'm so sorry, hon Sad
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  • mothereffer. I really can effing believe this. I'm so SO sorry. This really is so unfvckingfair. Huge hugs.

    (I am still praying really hard that Thursday brings good news).

  • I am so sorry. ::hugs::
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  • I'm so, so sorry.
  • What the FVCK universe, is right.

    :::Hugs:::

  • FVCKFVCKFVCK.

    I'm so sorry.

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  • I'm so sorry. ((HUGS))
  • I'm so sorry
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  • Ugh, I am sorry Mindy.  I wish you didn't have to deal with this. ((hugs))
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    Fvck the universe in its fvcking face!!

    I'm so sorry love. I'm holding out hope that this is all one effed up mistake and that things look better at the next draw... but I'm so, so sorry sweetheart.

    (((((HUGS)))))

    Yeah. This. Sad 

    12 long, hard years of TTC-
    Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF


    Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!

    BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)

  • I'm so sorry!
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  • I am so sorry honey.  Big (((Hugs))).

    And, seriously, WTF Universe?  You suck.

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  • I am so very sorry.
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