some of you are already aware, but my beta sucked today (10). I'm supposed to go back Thursday, but there is little hope.
after waiting, trying, all the testing, meds, procedures in the past two years - this wasn't really what I had in mind.
(I thank you in advance for your kind thoughts and well wishes, but frankly right now am in more of a WTF Universe??? type of mood.)
Re: yeah, so, nevermind.
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I'm sorry.
I have other things to say, but they'd probably get filtered.
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{{HUGS}} I'm so sorry.
WHAT THE FVCK, UNIVERSE?!? Piss off.
I'm sorry, Mindy. We are here for you.
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I think Aubs said it best!
I'm so sorry hon!!!
Fvck the universe in its fvcking face!!
I'm so sorry love. I'm holding out hope that this is all one effed up mistake and that things look better at the next draw... but I'm so, so sorry sweetheart.
(((((HUGS)))))
i'm sorry. i would want to say WTF universe too! ((hugs))
if it makes you feel any better my beta was only a 9 @ 11dpo and then went on to be 48 @ 13 dpo.
I'm Sorry Mindy.
I have some other choice words for the universe.
mothereffer. I really can effing believe this. I'm so SO sorry. This really is so unfvckingfair. Huge hugs.
(I am still praying really hard that Thursday brings good news).
What the FVCK universe, is right.
:::Hugs:::
FVCKFVCKFVCK.
I'm so sorry.
Yeah. This.
12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF
Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!
BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)
I am so sorry honey. Big (((Hugs))).
And, seriously, WTF Universe? You suck.