XP: I'm not Ollie!

Cissi64

I'm not Ollie-coward-freek.  I do have and AE.  It is FertilehowannaB.  I have used it maybe twice.  I only created it in case of a banning but I've never been banned.

Yeah I failed at GBCB  and yeah I lurk.  There are some people I still care about and I check back every so often. (I really wish I hadn't been so curious to wade through all the MUD this time, however)  I  can't remember the last time I posted on the regular TTCAL board.  I was posting mainly on TTCAL+6 before my GBCB.  I have posted  a few times on threads where I  felt like I could give some help and support (  two posts about adoption since I have adopted kids) and I responded briefly to being called out on TTCAL+6.   I also post on the Adoption board and occasionally on Baby Names when I find one especially  "Youneek" that is worth a laugh.

After reading all the MUD, I started to post my opinion but I knew someone would say something snarky to me so I decided it just wasn't worth it. Besides, you all were doing a fine job of defending yourselves. 

If Suntoto called me out, I missed it. 

Yeah, I do believe in God and I do pray for you all each night.  I wouldn't go so far as to say God and I are "BFFs".  If we were I would never have been here at all.  You should have know it wasn't me because if anything people comment on my posts more than I would like.  I would never come on whinning that no one commented.

There are people who have gotten BFPs and people who have suffered more losses that I really wanted to support but I didn't because I knew someone would make something  bad out of it.  And I'm sure that someone will make somthing out of the fact that I responded on a weekend when no one is here when in reality it just happens to be the time that I lurked and found the MUD. (not hiding or being a coward).