Need to get re-motivated

Mrs D~S

6 wks after I had LO I was back in the gym, full force and it took me a few months but I eventually got back to my pre-preganancy weight.  I was actually below for quite some time, but I started taking time off from the gym due to a bad illness (that is not yet 100% resolved)  and then my grandmother (who I was very very very close with) passed away.  I can't seem to get re-motivated.  The thought of the gym excites me, but when its time to go I just decide I dont have the energy or I get nervous that I might have something wrong and its better not to go.  Ive been eating really poorly too.  Im so disappointed in myself. 

 Anyone have any secrets on how to get re-motivated? 

nicnjed

Having my clothes fit nicely and a warm weather vacation are my motivation!