Back from a long break

QE2

Hello!!! I'm back from a long needed break. The fertility roller coaster has sucked every bit of life out of me so I needed to stick my head in the sand for a while.

My update: IVF attempt #5 in March ended in a BFN. I started the process for attempt #6 by having my co-culture biopsy done, then waited for AF to show. She never came and I was?surprised?with a natural BFP.?I held my breath and crossed my fingers until we had a h/b at my 7 week u/s. All was going well until my 11 week u/s showed that I had m/c.

DH and I have decided that we can't take anymore loss, failure or disappointment. We're moving on to DE.

I'm excited to catch up with everyone's progress!

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*Chicken*

I'm so sorry, QE,  It's so unfair when sh*t like this happens.

I hope your DE gives you the baby you so deserve. 

rach2100

So sorry for your loss QE2!  Nothing about this crap-tastic roller coaster of IF seems fair!!  GL with the DE!! 

 

Strunella

Hi, hon!  I've been thinking about you and wondering how you were doing.  I'm soooo sorry for your loss.  My heart sank when I read this.  Nothing about this is fair or makes sense.   But DE is exciting news!   Wishing you the best of luck in this next step of your journey...make sure you keep us posted! 

MAH123

I am so sorry, glad you took the time you needed for yourself. Good to see you and t sounds like you have a great plan!

cupcakeandmoose

I'm so sorry for your losses.    What a brave girl you are to come share all of this with us.  I'm still fairly new to the "technical" side of TTC so can you tell me what DE stands for?  I hate to ask but it wasn't in the bump glossary so I'm lost. 

Even still, good luck with the DE!!  I know it means something positive....just not sure what exactly.   

hollymichael

Oh QE, I am so sorry about your loss. You have been through so much. Lots of ((hugs)).  I am also moving on to DE. I don't post here that much anymore. I am usually on IF. There is a DE check in there on Tuesdays if you want to check it out.

redsoxbono

Hi QE-

 I'm so sorry for your loss, that is heartbreaking.  I wish you the best of luck!

kikibird

Hi QE - it's really good to hear from you, though I am heartbroken over your loss.  Best wishes and I do hope you'll keep us posted when you can!  

LizzyB11

I am so sorry for your loss. There have been so many women on this board (and one I know IRL) who have had success with DE. I am praying that you will be one of those ladies who has a BFP and successful pregnancy due to the donor eggs. Good luck!

shyntrue

QE2, I'm so glad to see you!  I am so very sorry for your loss.  (((Big Hugs)))

I hope the donor eggs work out well for you.  Charbart is using DE now also.  And DH & I are thinking about it too.

GymDogFran

Oh, QE!  I am sorry for your loss! 

I know that there are better days ahead for you.  I am happier with our decision to use donor eggs everyday, knowing that these are the babies I am meant to have!  Good luck to you, and let me know I can answer any questions.

sadie sadie

to you and your DH. Wishing you many sticky DE in the future. GL.

cfreshyg

QE - I'm sorry for everything you've been throug.

We have had 2 miscarriages and wondering how much more to do. I haven't thought of DE seriously but there seems to be more girls inquiring or doing it.

I hope it works for you. Please keep us posted as I may be down that road by years end.

carrie

JilliansMoma

So sorry QE2 to hear about your loss.  GL to you with DE and I know you'll get your BFP again soon.

MDBeachbride

Oh I am so sorry.  Good luck with your DE.  It's encouraging that you did get pg but i know how horrible a m/c can be. 

 

Hugs!  Hoping for the best!

saverchic

I'm so sorry for your loss, QE2. ?I'm glad you're back on the boards, and I hope the DE goes well! ?

CharBart

Hi Q!!  You've been missed!  I'm so sorry for your loss.

I am in the middle of a DE cycle....looking to have ER the week of 8/9...my donor starts stims this Sat.

 

leslieb923

Hey QE2,  I had been thinking about you.  I am so sorry for your loss.

Wishing you the best with your new plans for DE. 

pnltybox

I'm so sorry for your loss......it's heartbreaking.  And I get that this TTC ride can take over your life!  I really hope DE work for you!  Looking forward to seeing you around more!  Good luck!

theworms

I've been thinking about you cutie.

I am so sorry for your loss.  ((HUGS))

Sending you tons of GL, PPV and positive vibes for your DE cycle.