PPD 1 yr +

chikinyellow

After my DS was 7 months old, I finally went to my doctor to be treated for PPD.  I went on Zoloft 50mg and was upped to 100mg after the 50 didn't help.

I generally do ok, and my depression isn't too bad, but I am so unhappy.  I love my DS, but I do not like being a mom.  I have lost myself and have tried doing misc things to "get myself back", but nothing seems to help.

I have also been to therapy, which didn't help either.  

I feel like I need to have another DC for my son to have a sibiling, but I don't feel like I could make it.  DS didn't  STTN for until he was almost a year old and even now he wakes up at 5:30am.  

 If anyone has been through anything similar, I would appreciate feedback.  TIA.