I'm sorry ladies, I know I've been down a lot and use this place to vent.
I'm just so miserable tonight. I'm so stuffy it's hard to breath, I have a sore throat and a headache. Not to mention a heart ache. Dh's job is still keeping him gone. Now he's talking about taking a different job where he would work 7 pm to 7 am. Due to commuting, in opposite directions, we literally would never see each other. He'd have 2 days off, but they'd be during the week, when I'm at work, assuming I get a job soon. It just doesn't seem like he cares to be with me. We're also coming up on our EDD, we should be planning a 2nd B-day party.
Thank you for "listening". I don't know what I would do without you ladies.


Re: I'm miserable
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(((hugs)))
I can't imagine how hard it is being apart from DH all the time. I'm so sorry you are feeling sad.
I'm sorry Kristy, you deserve for things to be better.
Have you talked to your DH about his job situation? Are their any job options with better hours or do you feel like he's CHOOSING jobs where he has to be away for long periods?
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