Hate the ups and downs

dondraandluis

So after the last m/c I was sad, of course. But then I started getting better because I felt like I had things to keep me busy and look forward to instead of living my life in 2 week intervals. I was happy not to worry about TTC, getting pg, or anything because I knew we weren't trying again right away. Well, so far everything I have had tested is good. I had the saline u/s, checked my lining, took the anitbiotics. I got my estrogen drawn but they didn't say anything when they called about scheduling going over everything I've done next week, so I am assuming it was fine. I'm also getting my progesterone checked and am pretty sure it will be ok too because I had it checked the last 2 pg and it was good. The only thing left is the more in depth clotting studies and APA testing that I can't get done until after the 25th. For some reason I have this feeling deep down that they won't find anything. Idk why but I have always felt that way. Now, I feel like we are wasting time and I'm getting really sad about everything again.

I'm sorry that go so long. I'm just so frustrated with everything lately.

HugginAngel

I sorry sugar uncertaininty and things not working really suuuuuuuucks!! Don't feel like you are wasting time because it'll help you to know you took the time to find out all the possible things that could be making things not work out right. You gotta have faith that things will work and try to be positive.