Crying at work (BFN and a rant)

spincat9

Tested this morning and got another BFN.  Went about my day thinking Oh Yay, I get to POAS again tomorrow because today was probably a day or two early.  Nope - my spotting yesterday (which I had managed to convince myself was implantation bleeding of course) turned into AF this afternoon and now I can't seem to get in my car to go home because I can't see through the GD tears.

Our dr. gave us a certain time frame to get KU before we went to her for help (because of my age), so I guess tomorrow = a phone call to her to see what the next step is.

FML - I hate that I met DH and got married so "late".   I hate all of it right now and just want a baby..  I really wish I could swear on the bump because typing isn't capturing it right now.  Most of all I HATE that we are all here struggling to realize this dream of having a baby.  I hope everyone else testing this week gets their BFP's - I need to see some good news!!!!! 

Thanks for listening - sorry for the rant.  I hate to complain.  I know there are lots of you that have situations worse than my BFN and I don't forget that.   I am keeping you all in my T&P's - but sometimes still need to vent...

jen629

I am sorry ...I know what you mean about time that birthday last week really threw it into perspective for me{{{HUGS}}}

Chicwed

so sorry about your day.  i broke down at work today too.  i blame my BFN & my soon approaching AF.  boooooo!!

hope you can have a couple of beers tonight to improve your mood.  i did!   

LeesMyBaby

I am so sorry

MrsManning10

so sorry  (((hugs)))

Sending lots of BFP dust your way. :-) 

damabo80

Hugs, I'm sorry. Hopefully once you get a KU plan from your dr, that will bring a renewed sense of hope to you.

pandapepperoni

I'm so sorry, I know it's so hard.

kellbelle618

I'm so sorry. ((hugs))

owenst

{{{hugs}}} hon.  DH and I got married late, too.  I'm sorry you're so down right now.

spincat9

Thank you so much ladies.  I am not typically a "wallower" but tonight me and a glass of red wine are having a little heart to heart.  I truly appreciate all your support.  I find more and more every day how important this support system is - just reading through posts and providing support helps put things in perspective for me.  Maybe that's the Rx for me and my glass of wine tonight - keep bumping....

shanna82

So sorry about the BFN and AF. i hope your dr comes up with a great plan!

AGFaso

I'm so sorry hun.   I wish I could give you a ((hug)) IRL! I hope that next cycle is yours.

Fififa21

I?m so sorry. I hope that your doctor is able to come up with a great plan to get you that BFP soon!!!