I am just not having a good day. I was up most of last night with PMS from hell...I was just so uncomfortable, I couldn't stay asleep. I had it all...ovary pain, breast pain, incredible bloating, etc. I woke up to find that my Yahoo mail account had been hacked sometime yesterday and red spotting so AF should be rearing her ugly face shortly. Yup...that means, I am having a record short cycle this month and I can only worry that I will having 22 day cycles on a regular basis. I know that none of these things are really a big deal...I think that the PMS is just getting to me because I want to burst out in tears at my desk here in the office.
I am just exhausted, but we're short handed at work, so I have to stay here. Tonight a friend is moving into our spare bedroom for a few weeks while she finds a new apartment (her roommate left her high and dry at the last minute), and I have to go to an engagement dinner for my brother. (I am thrilled for them...just so tired! I will put my happy face on for them though.)
Sorry for all the whining...I just needed to get it out of my system.
Re: Not having a good day...(vent)
(((hugs)))
Short cycles are another type of evil. Mine are sometimes 22 days as well and it does make you wonder. But hang in there and you'll make it through.
Thank you IVF for our little miracles!!
I'm sorry you re having a bad day, me too. ((HUGS))
I hear a new country sound to day that sums up my day. Its called Pound Sing by Kevin Fowler.
ETA: The lyrics go"
Dog tired, yeah I'm wired
tail draggin, a little ragged
Hangin by a thread that's startin to fray
Just in case there might be little ears around,
I won't say it, Ill just spell it out
I feel like #?*!,
Dont give a blank and a whole lotta toher choice words I can't say
Today I feel like #?*!
TTC in 2008. Stage II/III endo, Hashimotos hypothyroid, low morph (3%).
2 cycles Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/Crinone=BFN.
IUI #1 - 4 Follistim/Ovidrel/IUI/Crinone = BFN.
IVF #1 - Antagonist w/ ICSI 4/10. 17 retrieved, 5DT of 2, BFN
IVF #2 - Long Lupron w/ ICSI 6/10. 15 retrieved, 3DT of 2, BFFN!!
Lap 7/21/10
IVF #3 - Clomid/Antagonist w/ ICSI 10/10. 14 retreived, 3DT of 3, BFP 10/20 but m/c. No HB 11/15/10 - D&C 11/17/10.
FET - 2 blasts, 1 survived the thaw. Transfer 2/19. Beta #1 3/1 375, Beta #2 3/3 885, Beta #3 3/8 4261, Beta #4 3/11 9005. U/S 3/8 1 sac 1 yolk, U/S 3/16 1 heartbeat 114bpm!
James born Oct. 24th 2011 via c-section at 38 weeks!
Surprise BFP - Jack born April 28, 2013 via VBAC after PTL at 33 1/2 weeks!
::hugs::
im having a craptastic day too....
TTC #2 since June '08
~*DD 10.21.07*~
dx unexplained
IUI #1-4 BFN
IVF#1 June 2011 BFN
IVF#2 Dec 2011
Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634
EDD 8/25
*PAIFW/SAIFW*
Thanks everyone!
Sunshine...I am pretty sure it is AF getting ready to start. AF isn't here quite yet, but it is not unusual for me to have sore breasts and spotting right before AF. It's just especially bad this month. I appreciate the nice thoughts though!!!
I work tomorrow night and then have 2 days off. I plan on not doing anything for those 2 days...just chill out, cry, whatever I want to do!
7lbs 13oz 20 inches long
Alright, I'll give in since you know your body better! I sure hope you're wrong though.
I'm sorry your having a bad day. (((hugs)))
Enjoy your days off of doing nothing!!!!
7 IUIs = All BFNs
2011: March IVF #1.2 = e/p @ 6w: May IVF #2 = BFN: July sFET #1 = BFN
2012: Jan We're Certified FC/A Parents
May IVF #3 = c/p
June-Nov Foster Mommy to M (Toddler)
July FET #2 = BFN
Aug FET #3 = BFN
Sept-Nov Foster Mommy to Baby Bella (Newborn)
Nov HSG/Sono = Clear!
Dec FET #4 = BFN
2013: Feb FET #5 = m/c @ 6.5w
May-July Foster Mom to H (8 yr old girl)
June/July/Aug IVF #4 = Freeze All
July = Unofficially Adopting T (10 yr old boy)
Sept FET #6 = TBD
**PAIF/SAIF Welcome**
I sure hope I am wrong as well! I would give anything to find out good news like that!
Thanks for making me smile! That is quite a feat today!
7lbs 13oz 20 inches long
:: hugs ::
I'm sorry you're having a bad day.
I'm sorry!! (((hugs)))
it's been a crappy week around here!
7lbs 13oz 20 inches long