Slight Breakdown at the OB

JuJuBe3

I had my annual yesterday and proceeded to break down into tears twice.  I wasn't full-on ugly face and snotting or anything, just tearful.  It's sad that place is just a reminder of bad events.

 

I will say the PA who does my exam was awesome.  She actually read my file and knew about my miscarriages before she came in the room.  I swear, we spent about 20 minutes just talking. 

 

In the end, doctor is putting me on progesterone after I O to see if we can get the incessant pre-AF spotting to stop.  And so begins the journey of TTC again and the mix of emotions that goes with it. 

 

Scout05

I am so sorry, honey. I'm glad there is a plan of action, moving forward.

KelinandKevin

It's hard to return to the place where you heard such bad news before.  I struggle with going into the same exam room that the doctor told me I was loosing my baby in.  It makes me cringe to even walk by the room!  I am glad they are giving you prog. to help with bleeding.  That worked well for me!!

 

Tinybride08

I know what you mean. I get anxiety when they put me in the room to wait for the doctor everytime.

BeachCole

Big hugs, honey. I'm glad you've got a plan, and that's wonderful that your PA was so great. 

dondraandluis

I'm sorry. That had to be tough. I hope the progesterone helps!

ERICA21779

(((((hugs))))) It's certainly understandable the mix of emotions....... 

It's great that your PA was pro-active and knew what's been going on.......too many times it's the opposite.  I hope the prog takes care of the spotting........

maritzburggirl

It is so rough to go back to a place where we keep getting our dreams smashed. But, I'm so glad you have a plan. hugs.

babes12

awe sorry you were alittle emotional but it's understandable. 

glad they're putting you on progesterone to hopefully stop the spotting. 

mdm2137

((hugs)) I'm sorry the appointment was hard, but I'm glad you have a plan.

AppleRidge

I think progesterone is a good idea for you, and I hope the next time at the OB is much, much happier.

EntropicEpona

Those visits are so hard. I'm sorry. But I'm glad you got it done! Sometimes the hardest part is just going there.

kew243

Sorry for the upsetting visit, but yeah for the PA and the plan.  Good luck.

3ltlones

I'm sorry.  You're right, it's so hard to go back because so many emotions come flooding at you.

I'm glad you had a great PA that talked with you and read your chart, that always helps.

I'm glad you have some sort of plan and I hope it has good results

pepomntpat

{hugs} I am so glad you have a plan in place to get started again.

bbhalphen

I'm glad that you have a plan, and I'm thinking of you as you start TTC again!  I cry every time I go to the OB or RE now.  ::hugs::

celestej619

(((hugs))) I'm sorry it was rough on you hun, but she sounds like an awesome doctor and I'm so glad you have an action plan! Wishing you all the best!

triple_sevens

I'm so sorry, sweetie. That sounds like a really rough appointment.

ShellShockedMama

I'm so sorry, I'm glad you had an awesome PA. It's terrible that they're so few and far between!

I hope the progesterone works its magic!!

lindsay.lou

Sorry you had a rough day, but glad that the PA was nice (they're usually nicer than the doctors, it seems).

I almost found a new obgyn after my m/c just b/c I didn't want to go back to that place where so much awfulness had happened. 

butterfly843

((hugs)) hope the progesterone helps you. Glad the PA read your file before coming in the room. I get emotional whenever I go to the ob, especially when I see my dr who delivered my twins.

jen629

I am sorry that was so hard..but I am glad you have a plan:)

writergirl5786

((hugs)) love you girly. glad there's a plan of action!

schen0510

I'm so sorry.  I know how you feel.  There are always so many reminders of the sadness.  I am happy that you have a plan though.  Hoping this is a step in the right direction for you!!

jumagirl

What a great dr/PA to just talk and listen.  That goes a long way, in my book.  Good luck getting back on the horse - it's a roller coaster and I wish you all the best.  Sending big hugs and lots of support your way.  

rjl07

I'm sorry.  I hope the progesterone helps you though.  ((hugs))