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YAY Negative HPT!

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so it felt really weird being happy over a - hpt but as soon as it came, it went and then i got sad.  Sad  i guess it's just closure and it's finally over. 

i guess i'll really feel its over once af decides to arrive. Today is CD 28 since the D&C and i feel like af could arrive at any second.  i was spotting yesterday but it's tapered off again. Hopefully af will arrive soon.  i know when the b*tch will decide to arrive will be on sat. since i have a wedding to go to. 

Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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  • ade2beade2be
    YAY!  I know what you mean about being happy and sad.  I'm glad its finally over for you and you can get on with trying again.  Are you going to ttc again immediatly? 
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  • babes12babes12 member

    imageade2be:
    YAY!  I know what you mean about being happy and sad.  I'm glad its finally over for you and you can get on with trying again.  Are you going to ttc again immediatly? 

    I know it's like one minute i was so happy that it was finally neg. and the next i got so sad.  :o( 

     yes, we're not going to TTA but we're not going to get crazy back into things either.  for example i think i'll just do opks for the first month or two.  temping to me is a love-hate relationship so i'm going to try and avoid it for now. 

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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  • EntropicEponaEntropicEpona member

    It's such a weird, bittersweet feeling when you get the BFN. All yay! one minute, and booo! the next.

    Sorry you had to do it, but super glad that you did.

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  • AppleRidgeAppleRidge member
    I remember having those exact feelings.  Moving forward is always good, though, and I hope you will be looking at a + HPT again very soon.
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  • jen629jen629 member

    Yes hope this means good things to come soon:)

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  • JuJuBe3JuJuBe3

    Those are such bittersweet moments - being glad it's negative and you can move forward, but also the finality of it being over.  Ugh.

    I hope CD1 gets here for you soon and you can get a nothing but happy HPT!

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  • babes12babes12 member

    definitely such a weird moment. 

    i just went back and looked at the test i can see the faintest shadow of a line so i'm hoping that's an evap. line.  based off how i feel, i think af could arrive at any moment. i hate the not knowing whats going on.  it's as bad as the 2ww.  jeesh.

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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  • TaraBrooksTaraBrooks
    I hope this means good things to come!
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  • 3ltlones3ltlones member
    it really is bittersweet to see a BFN after a loss.  Hugs.  I hope that AF does come soon and leave just as quickly.
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  • ShellShockedMamaShellShockedMama member
    I'm sorry buddy, I understand the mix of happy/sad Left HugRight Hug
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  • ShemicoShemico member
    yep. thats one of those mixed feeling bfns... just as a heads up I had some final spotting before my bfn after the d&c and then went on to ovulate a couple weeks later before af arrived a couple weeks after that...
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  • babes12babes12 member

    imageShemico:
    yep. thats one of those mixed feeling bfns... just as a heads up I had some final spotting before my bfn after the d&c and then went on to ovulate a couple weeks later before af arrived a couple weeks after that...

    i'm fearing this.  Tongue Tied  since my spotting today was way less than yesterday.  :::sigh:::

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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  • KristysRedBarnKristysRedBarn
    I'm sure that was bitter sweet.  I hope AF shows soon for you.
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Hope af arrives soon and she doesn't stay long.

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