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one of those days (vent)

ForTheLoveOf PinkForTheLoveOf Pink member
in TTC after 35

Some days I feel like I need a lobotomy!  If someone could just take the TTC part of my brain out I'd feel sooooo much better each day. I guess I'm just having one of those days. Others have those days, right? (talking myself off of the ledge). Maybe I should go to yoga or something like kickboxing. Sometimes the DH is just not in the same place with TTC and how it is frustrating each time AF arrives. I'm just so glad this forum is here where I feel like someone is listening and understands (maybe). I'm sorry for the rambling and thanks for the support as always.

Heres to the next cycle!!!! ting ting of the wine glasses!!!!

TTC since 2009 very frustrated 42yr and DH 40

5 cycles of Clomid with satisfactory response=BFN's
Fibroid removal Nov2010
IUI Clomid #1 Feb 2011...BFN..damn it!
IUI Inject's #2 Apr 2011...CANCELLED...low estradiol
IUI Inject's #3 June 2011...BFN
IUI Inject's #4 Sept2011...BFFN
Lap Dec 2011...severe endo..cyst removed..some remains...
IVF#1 Apr 2012 ....cancelled due to over suppression
IVF#2 July 2012....6 follies...only 1 retrieved....BFFN
surgery suggested to move ovary to an better placement but....we moved two time zones away and are financially and emotionally empty

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  • *Chicken**Chicken*
    I seem to be having those days a lot which is made worse by the fact that I should be coming up on my 18th week of being pregnant but instead I'm (im)patently waiting for my period to come so I can start TTC after my second m/c all the while hearing about all these people that are getting pregnant IRL. Which only convinces me that I'm here to take all the sh!tty pregnancy luck so no one else has too.
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  • *Chicken**Chicken*
    Whoa that was really depressing, sorry.
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  • jcathjcath member
    If you figure out how to remove the TTC part of the brain...call me first!  Sorry you're having a tough day.  This stuff just sucks most of the time.
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  • kbrodie06kbrodie06 member

    I just had this conversation with myself and then with my husband. I dont know how to stop wanting a baby. I wish someone could take that part of my brain out, i said that. I am glad I am not the only one

    Kristin

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  • rach2100rach2100 member
    Yep...totally wish that part of my brain could be removed!  I'm right there with you ladies.
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  • cbeneycbeney
    I'm with everyone too!! Schedule my lobotomy please! LOL
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  • marjoriemitchellmarjoriemitchell
    I'm on this bandwaggon.  Even though I said that I wouldn't be actively TTC for this cycle and possibly the next, it's the first thing I think about everymorning and the last thing i think about every night.  So if you find out who's doing the labotomys let me know so I can run not walk for this surgery. Whisper
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  • mjencookmjencook

    Sounds like we can get a group discount!!

    Hang in there "fortheloveofpink"...as you can read, you are not alone in this journey! Ting ting to your glass!!

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