...it feels like I will be here forever. Stuck in this place where I feel like my entire life is on hold & I wait & hope & get disappointed month after month. Our ds was a surprise pg & the last pg took 2 cycles of really trying. Now how the F have I gotten here, 7 months later with no bfp in sight?
:::Sigh:::
I just needed to vent this morning. Love you girls.
Re: Some days..
Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11
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I'm sorry you feel this way. I get that way too as I'm approaching my year mark of TTC (although I know many of you have been at it much longer and I don't mean to offend), it sucks.
((big hugs)) I hope it works out for you soon sweetie.
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
I am so sorry you are feeling that way; it's a horrible feeling.
I am on 16 months of TTC with only an angel baby and a lost tube so show for it. I often feel frustrated and wonder how I will have the energy to get through the next cycle.
:::hugs:::
Dx with Ectopic on 12/7/09. Laparoscopy, D&C, and lost my left tube on 12/08/09.
01/11 = BFP!
Finnegan Alexander born 9/25/11 via emergency c-section
pretty much same scenario here.
DS # 1 we weren't even trying but not really avoiding either.
DS# 2 got lucky on our 3rd cycle.
BFP # 3 took us 8 cycles. and now i'll be back on the TTC bandwagon again. boo.
(((HUGS)))
I'm sorry you are feeling this way. It does suck for sure! (((BIG HUGS)))
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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